i lost myself, in you.

2007-04-01T15:26:00.000+08:00

hellllllo.

2006-05-12T18:16:00.000+08:00

i've MOVED.
to www.honeybites-.blogspot.com (:

2006-05-05T22:25:00.000+08:00

to You: and it's not like i hate you or whatever. i dont even do in the first place. but it's cos of what u say or some things you do, that makes me feel you're against me. if you just leave me alone, like i would go find you. i mean, it's a two way thing right. it's not my fault that u cant forget the past. and i would want very much to end everything and be friends again, but it just seems impossible, you know it yourself. i said so much just now cos she just shoot me, obviously i'll start mentioning things that im unhappy with when i feel wronged. and you've hurt me in a way, didnt you? nvm. i'll go away cos i didnt even thought of going near. and abt that friendship, just leave it.

if im the cause of everything,and you rather end everything,cos you cant take it all,den let it be.i know you're giving up on this friendship,and what can i say.i've
somehow given up too.it's no use trying so hard,i know things will only be difficult for you.but if you think i would like to let go of this,den you are very wrong,cos i never want to.and if you dont know,all this affects me, it does.but im fine, i think.the best way is, to just forget everything, i know.LET IT GO.and im all fine again.

TODAY(:
went airport,and had hell lots of fun :Dplayed truth or dare,and those dare's like so retarded.Ls is the worst man.Hy, the rolling sushi with her YAY.CP, that one ah, tskkk.Eilis also, malu-ated.Shar, erhem.Den Lydia, Eli and Joce never kena.it was so fun, great way t destress.den Ls got some stalker,with a binocular :DDD hahah!and we bought sweets n chocolates.home-ed ard 7.they made my day better (:

your (: is my only comfort,bring me away,i wanna fly with my Sky-flyer.

2006-04-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

today!
went out with Love and Gf.
to PS to get my fabric. (:
we were laughing so much,
today was hilarious lar.
and to wheelock,
the magician cheated our 2bucks,
sad case okay.
cos he make me feel so retarded.
visibly or invisibly changing of coins,
i said visibly n he just threw it over?
-.-" paiseh. run-*
got Love's ipod, brand new, tsktsk.
the comp so fun,
gf went 'wahhh' when she saw the glowing effect!
so funny lar, gf's finally smiling more.
den went taka,
i love that toy shop. (:
toy shop so fun,
i love that kaleidoscope lar.
it's so pretty kay.
but the lil red one is better,
and i lovee it alot alot,
and Love got it for me, yay (:
the image so cool.
the toy to spy ppl from the side also damn nice.
yayyy. (: and the musical box is pretty!
feel like getting everything lar.
den bought cheese cake sticks,
i loveee it. (: heh.
bump into nic and all.
off to heeren,
get gf's slipper.
den bump into simran and all.
the green nike bag is nice i think,
random random. (:
we saw eggs, three eggs. wahaha.
and i think couple lab's stuffs r nice,
they are pretty unique. :D hahah.
had crystal jade (:
i like the plain congee,
so nice lar.
and we laughed alot.
went to find my daddy's bday present.
went ard looking for it and got it finally.
Gf say that shirt makes him look younger.
(: i think it's nice too, yayy.
bought bon bon rocher ice cream, (:
it's so sweet, heh.
cabbed home,
the queue was like woah.
and im so tired.
finally homed.(:

they made my day (:

2006-03-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

it's been a long long time since i last blogged,
and ppl have been asking me to update.
so here i am. (: hello!
firstly, Amerie cher, i saw what u blog long ago, but i didnt reply or whatsoever only can, tsktsk. im not slow pls, im way faster than you! hahah. (: thks anyway.

Yesterday;
rain rain raining.(:
lessons are boring,
i kept dozing off, oh nvm.
bio lesson was cut off a lil,
thks to the talk lar. hooray.
anyway, we had art!
it was kinda okay.
some of the photos shown were gross lar,
yuck you know.
after school no choir,
so again, hooray. (:
waited w Nic, Joce, Sngwei and Fitri for our dear Jamie. (:
she took so long, her remedial lar.
went off to CP, met Sharene and Pam. (:
had Yoshi cos me and Nic wanted that for lunch.
den Pam left, she's so retarded.
she whispered something to Sharene,
den they started laughing, tsk.
and i know why alr, so lame lar.
walked ard w Sharene,
got my fruity rhythm. (: YAY!
den we went looking for stuffs.
den met up w Joce n Fitri awhile before they left.
so me and Sharene went HM to walk,
cos CP is so boring.
bought rubberbands and clips, cabbed home. (:
the taxi driver is sucha crappy person,
"put on your seat belt girls." hahaha :D

Today;
had lessons,
and i slept in hist,
den khoops was like 'why this girl also slping?'.
i did not reply cos i was half awake, so yes. (:
I cant remember what else happened in class.
oh Chi that time teacher need t leave for lunch,
den elis reminded her, so hilarious.
she was like saying 'do u all really care or just wish i would get out of the class den u all can play?'.
most of us were like 'obviously it's because we care, must takecare!'.
hahahaha. (: sly class you know. but we do care, a lil?
had assembly, our class were kinda late as usual.
den left in a hurry t get our bags.
went Hougang w Joce n all,
our eyes are dirty cos we saw something dirty.
erhem. (: hahahah. horny ppl.
the bus so crowded,
joce almost fell off the doorsteps cos she scared kena hit,
it was so hilarious kay,
went 328 w wing t cut hair,
she nag all the way, so retarded :D
den off to AMK to lunch n do Joce's braces,
it's all red and purple now. cool.
cabbed home. (:
today aint that good, aint that bad.
tmr is my fav wed, ohyay. (:

But im not gonna let you down,
darling wait and see.
And between now and then,
till i see you again,
i'll be loving you.
Love, me. (:

2006-03-26T12:19:00.000+08:00

tsk.look.this girl here hasnt been blogging.
i bet she doesnt know that im blogging for her.
like HAHA. (:
so there.
short and sweet.heehee.

//amerie

2006-03-18T21:11:00.000+08:00

(:
haven't been blogging lately,
dont know what to blog abt.
or rather, im lazy lar.
i still got art sketches,
math worksheets,
lit poem to do.

Yesterday:
went to do SL,
the kids were adorable,
but super noisy.
den they have conflicts,
and three of them cried.
there's this annoying p6,
she's the oldest among all,
but the worse one?
she's a CAL according to their principal.
and she dislike us,
perhaps cos we're older than her?
but she didnt have to bitch abt us loudly,
which make us irritated.
whatever it is lar. we still had fun.(:
after SL went over to PS,
met Nic, Jamie, Amerie, Sngwei, Qing and Nadia.
qing left after awhile.
so we went to get food.
after that a few of us left first.
met sharene n all,
den home-ed (:

nothing last forever,
live in the moment;

2006-03-05T12:20:00.000+08:00

today had SL meeting.
and school was close, how cool.
so we had SL meeting in CP.
and inside cp height's function room.
(: damn nice lar. heh.
thanls to belle, yayyy.
it ended not to late.
so me, eilis, sng and nic went to hougang houses.
i went home first den went out.
went to meet someone,
den go buy groceries,
go her house there,
did my homework a little,
and she cooked dinner. (:
it was nice but i didnt tell her,
later she over happy. hahah.
den got lil baby come,
he's so adorable kay.
he let me feed him, carry him, play w him!
lalala. (: he's so so cute.
off for home.
cabbed (:
here i am now.
tired tired tired,
NIGHTS WORLD.
off to teevee. (:

you've got me falling,
through noticing the little things you do,
it makes me wonder why. (:

2006-03-03T22:37:00.000+08:00

today so many things happened.
BAD DAY LAR.
everything was so rushing kay.
the only good thing was tea session.(:
full marks! yayyy. heh.
my mood was spoiled by some bigshot,
who screamed str into my face,
her words shooting like darts,
i can only wait till the darts stop,
before i shoot back politely,
and all i get was a 'i dont care' look,
den Poof* she walks away.
mygod lar. nevermind, forget abt that.
someone kept saying sorry.
to You: it's alright, i didnt blame you. it was not your fault right. lalala. smile smile! you were trying to wait for me only. why would i even blame you. (:

putting a hold right over me,
funny as it seems,
you make me dream,
doing the little things,
those little things you do.(:

it makes me wonder why.

2006-03-02T21:37:00.000+08:00

hello ppl.
someone spoiled my mood.
he's not someone, he's just some unknown.
like oh whatever, just GO AWAY.
went usual place with Sng and all.
den this person just have to irritate us.
it's like he said 'hello' when someone blocked his way,
he didnt even say excuse me. and he expect a sorry i guess?
so he made a big fuss out of it.
he LOVE calling this particular hotline,
wasting his bill, like i care.
and fancy showing off that he got our hotline!
ppl let's cheer hooray, he got our hotline. WOAH.(:
and he can speak to our school! WOW.(:
he's only a stranger lar. what he think.
trying to screw us big time with power n err, HOTLINE?
and he exaggerated the whole thing big time i swear.
just cos of why? one simple UNreasonable reason-.-"
so now we are so afraid of him, heh. (: wowwow.
he gave us so many 'bigshot look'.
we're like small fry. rightttt. go away lar.
he just got nothing better to do.
lalalala. (: enough of ranting.
he tried frightening us, and that's INTIMIDATION.
dont talk to STRANGERS, safety comes first.
heheh. stranger pls kindly move off. (: thks.
but it was pretty interesting though.
he wasted like almost an hour of ours. EEYER.
he loves our hotline so much,
mygod, hahahah. HORRENDOUS.
look at the smirk on his face,
just shoo away mann.
hilarious scene, hilarious scene.
my tummy's giggling,
my toes are laughing. (:

today was so tiring,
i wanna sleep sleep sleep.
:DDDDD
no mood to blog anymore,
off to do copying. (:

2006-02-28T20:30:00.000+08:00

it's been quite long since i last update. (:
shall start from YESTERDAY.
had math common test,
what i fear most. it was alright lar.
anyway,
wasnt feeling well so i slept thru almost every lessons.
after school felt much better,
off to CP for food. sam was retarded.
and the green tea incident, damnit. laughs.
back to school for study.
played basketball w Nic, Jamie and Sam! (:
three pointer was fun kay.
me and nic were enjoying balling alot.
went to study w wee also. (:
den played again with nic,
huiyan and linsin joined us,
so we're against them,
it was hilarious kay :D
we are basically laughing only. heh.
they are the ones shooting lar. ohwells.
had much fun, den back to study.
there was a fan club btw. inside joke.
home-ed with Jamie. (:

TODAY.
had bio n chem test,
it was alright. (:
i scribbled anyhow for chem,
cos i dont know if im right.
math was fun, we were looking out for erhem's stalker.
damn retarded kay. suspicious ppl all ard.
SL meeting was cancelled again,
so hooray lar. (:
went CP with Eilis, Maddy, Belle, Fitz and Joce. (:
ate at kfc, den went looking for presents.
after that went Belle's house, yay! :D
the show was hilarious,
fitz can understand the show cos there's eng subtitle.
the show's damn funny.(:
fitz need to leave,
so all of us went off tgt.
home-ed. (:

the (: on your face,
lets me know that you need me.
there's a truth in your eyes,
saying you'll never leave me.
the touch of your hand says,
you'll catch me whenever I fall.
you say it best,
when you say nothing at all;
-for Belle, my happy pill.(:

2006-02-24T21:15:00.000+08:00

im sad, im not.
we're better off being friends,
yes we both agree.
no one's at fault,
i dont blame you,
i really really wont.
dont feel bad.
im happy,
see, im smiling(:

byebyebye.

//fate was just playing with us.

2006-02-24T01:45:00.000+08:00

ss is so boring, ):
someone dont know the reasons for merger,
boo she's so lousy. (:
i wasn't in the mood to study earlier on,
and right now it's almost 2am yet im so energetic and i want to study my ss.
was having conference just now,
and i couldn't concentrate lar,
im still stuck on page 18 after 2 hours of talking.
rarrh rarrh rarrh! (:
school today was fun,
i dont like cherry,she's so annoying.

to SNGWEI: hello strong! dont be sad,please cheer up.dont think too much lar,everything will turn out fine,trust me. (: i was touched by what you told me,i will take care of myself,dont worry.mighty will be there always and she love you.

to GIRLFRIEND: hey girlfriend,please cheer up.whatever it is,i'll be right here.althought i dont know what's troubling you,but im still here whenever you need me.i want to see the smile on your face which brighten up my day. (: i love my girlfriend!

to CHAIPENG:hello,thanks for helping me to blog.come to school tomorrow kay?i want to see my green tea appearing right infront of me. (: and YOU must pass it to me yourself. pleaes take care kay?i know why you din come school today,see im so smart.please cheer up,i miss that smile on your face,promise me that smile of yours kay? (: LOVES.

my cramps are killing me,
off to study!
goodnight world (:

something so beautiful,flowing down it seems like a waterfall. (:

chaipeng =D
MINPEI IS SO NOISY!i dont want to go to school tomorrow.if you see me around that means i went to school!I WANT MY ICE-CREAM! ILOVEYOU!=D STALKER

2006-02-18T14:59:00.000+08:00

im bored okay.
and finally i can blog!
my previous post was like so long ago.
anyway,
yesterday had PTM,
it was fun i think.
went CP with Maddy, Eilis, Nic and Belle (:
den waited awhile for Sinyee den had pizza w her.
after tat went walking around to pass time,
we were retarded as usual. (:
met up w Ryl and Joce and Sam to go back school.
den sat w Maddy, Freda and all.
Maddy and me were plain annoying i know. (:
anyway, went toilet w Qing t find Amerie and Nic,
den went canteen t find Eilis, Joanne, Ryl and Sam (:
played at the carpark,
those ghost stories were freaky i swear.
i shifted from Joanne's side to Eilis side,
like the atmosphere just wasn't right.
Sngwei told us not to leave yet,
and we cant stand it so Qing ran and we followed.
shan't say in detailed,
it's for us to know and forget about everything.
Went off after PTM for dinner with,
Ryl, Nic and Amerie. (:
cabbed home with all of them, heh.

Yesterday, memories refreshed in my head.
Nic knows what i mean, she does.
Last year after PTM,
i still remember everything,
the same song was playing,
emotions running through,
it's all almost the same.
but i've gotten over it,
i did since tat day.
it's just a past which,
i never forget cos i dont want to.
so there, plain memories stay.(:

to Girlfriend: pls cheer up, you know what i mean. i want to see you happy, pls dont cry anymore. you make me feel sad too, i get affected by your mood tat easily. ): smile, and remember im always here, you aint alone no matter what. pls, be happy kay.

through noticing those lil things you do,
you dont have a clue.(:

2006-02-15T19:27:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY 14TH FEB,
Happy Valentine's day to all! (:
Received many gifts and I love them,
Thanks a lot, you're all loved!
Yesterday I cant really remember what happened in school. But I know I was contented, and happy ((: YAY!

TODAY,
Schooling as usual.
Had health check up, etc etc.
Met up w sinyee and all for school.
Huiyan's loaf of bread is diamond shape! LAUGHS (:
Anyway, today there’s no food sold during recess.
Was damn hungry okay,
I forgot to bring my own food,
Den the biscuits are too dry for me.
And AMERIE CHER just had to walk right into me and bang me,
Den the second time round when she bang me,
I couldn't balance and flew backwards on the floor and banged the bench,
The worse thing is I was laughing,
Yet I started tearing cos my leg hurts and I felt so intimidated! Heh.
Den amerie got freak out so she tried pulling me up but I refused to.
So I ignored her and went over to belle.
But belle and me still went to play Tipsy, her fav song.
So retarded right, tsktsk. (:
School ended, and the queues are super long I swear.
We were late for remedial as usual, hah.
Rush over for choir practice,
Had fun today, not that boring. (:
Den angelia told me abt the man in black ard my hse with a gun, which totally scare the hell out of me.
So went BK with rah, wee and maddy.
Den cabbed home w wee (: the Serangooners.
Safely home, yay. :D

HAPPY SUNSHINE'S DAY! (:
You filled my world with love and light,
I appreciate all tat you've done,
You make my world shine! ILOVE. (:

"LITTLE THINGS".

I'm so into you,
You don't have a clue,
There's nothing you can do to stop me now.
You got me falling,
Through noticing the little things you do.
Putting a hold right over me,
Funny as it seems,
You make me dream,
Doing the little things,
those little things you do.
Maybe it's time I gave up,
drew the line.
My friends say i should,
I wish that I could,
But there's nothing they can do to stop me now.

-I love this song, don’t ask me why. (:

2006-02-12T21:00:00.000+08:00

today was MORE THAN FUN ((((((:
kay i woke up and had lunch w parents,
den train down to meet Amerie and Eilis (:
after that mr went to send nat off,
so me and eilis walk around and waited so long can, tsktsk.
anyway,
they she came and we went to take Neo-prints.
so retarded i swear! hah.
it's like the woman went for lunch and so we decided to entertain ourselves by taking picture and reflections w our phones, filming video of me and eilis being stupid.
den amerie's wallpaper was the nicest, cos got me and eilis (: hahah.
so tat woman came, we changed coins and pose for pics.
blahblahblah and Jamie came! (:
they went to eat KFC while me and eilis get bubble tea.
today me and eilis got bullied by the 2 of them, TSK.
BULLYING OKAY, HMPH.
but they were sweet enough to peel chicken for us (:
so me and eilis sat there like some taitai talking.
oh and mr happily shh-ing me, so i ignored her all the way.
after walking for awhile,
Amerie and Jamie volunteered to piggyback us,
Jamie cannot piggyback lar, cos we kept giggling. (:
Amerie carry safer, but we've to carry their bags, tsk.
anyway, amerie tried carrying eilis den they fell at the stairs!
the scene was hilarious okay.
like some slow motion movie, den me n jamie behind laughing like hell can.
so back to the previous partner,
and i was screaming cos she tried running, hah.
and we reached Jamie's house,
so nice lar, her big house.
we studied at second level, and im done in like 15mins (:
eilis doing her mask, jamie doing amaths, amerie writing lyrics.
we took more pictures, den talk nonsense.
SCANDALOUS! tsktsk (:
left around 0530 and end up taking pictures at the slope by the roadside.
this is retarded okay. (:
so we spent like half and hour or more,
den we cabbed home.
FINALLY :D
they made my day, i love. (:

//the only joy that i've ever known.

2006-02-11T23:37:00.000+08:00

today the road crossing damn fun,
i mean DANGEROUS but yes.
we dash across and scream,
it was exciting okay (:
very very fun.
but rah scare me alot,
cos she tried pulling me across,
den pull me back cos got cars coming.
i was like so blur,
so many cars lar.
ohwells.
im on the phone conferencing,
with Amerie, Eilis, Jamie and Qing ((:
they are retarded okay, tsk.
off to the phone (: nights world.

//and i almost wished you were here.

2006-02-11T18:09:00.000+08:00

HELLOWELLOFELLOMELLO! (:

2006-02-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

SNGWEI EDITED MY POEMS (:
BIG THANKYOUS LARR! ILOVEEEESNG!
anyway,
today was a tiring day.
so many tests.
im gonna fail history,
damn it damn it damn it ):
and chinese is baddd too ):
but lit's quite alright,
so i pray hard tat i'll score (:

to my dearest yaoyao: pls dont cry, i love your smile (:
to sinyee gf: today i had lots of fun, thansk to you! and of cos jocelyn. tat chef frying the omelette so cool right. and our cheapo shopping (: ILOVEGF! pls TAKECARE! and our evil plans never work before, cos we aint evil at all! heh.
to jocelyn: shakes head-* chill la you, so sensitive can, tsk. remember not to take certain things for granted before it's too late to start all over, yes? get my hint? I LOVE JOCE! (:

//never take things for granted;
i've seen too many crashes and fall,
for one simple reason it happened,
cos we often forget how precious something is,
we took it all for granted without knowing,
and it slipped away before you even notice,
leaving you if nothing but regrets.
cherish whatever there is,
for at least it's there.
dont let it slip away,
or the pain will stay.

RANDOM THOUGHTS AGAIN;

2006-02-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

im contented i guess.
cos everything's better,
and im happy (:
today i ate TRIX during lit class,
it keeps me wide awake!!
three cheers to myself and tat person who gave it to me (:
anyway,
i wrote poems and sngwei's editing it for me.
SNGWEI ROCKS (((: ilovestrong.
after school went CP,
with Amerie, Jamie, Sngwei :D
den ate at bk, i swear amerie's retarded.
and jamie's worse, tsk.
oh we are all retarded on our way back to school.
we communicate with our dearest wallets (:
they tried imitating me lar, wth right.
and i follow sngwei, amerie follow jamie, laughs!
went back to school,
jocelyn, freda, sam lim, yanyee, qing, angelia, mel, maddy and wee were there (:
we studied and do our homework.
den we kept playing songs,
it reminds me of last yr when we all sat together,
mugging and listening to songs (:
stayed till around 5plus and off to CP with Rah, Wee and Maddy.
went popular with bestie to find CRALOURING BOOK (:
and rah pronouced Colouring as CAROURING BOOK (:
see, both of us cannot pronounce it properly, not only me kay.
anyway, we went kiddy palace instead to find gift,
and rah told me what to get cos she loves THAT too,
thanks to her, if not i'll spent the whole day walking aimlessly,
i'll never get anything in the end, hah.
so THANKS BESTIE (: i'll tell my cousin your name,
den she'll go around rah-ing again, hah :D
bused home w rah and maddy,
they were talking about valentine gifts,
so we planned to go out this sat,
i hope everyone's available after Laselle trip ((:
off to study damn history!
there's like freaking lots,
and im too tired to memorise every single thing.
i just hope i can remember whatever i read later on.
ohwells, NIGHTS TO ALL.

//im starting to see the friendship i lost awhile ago,
and im more than glad, i miss those laughters so.

she told me something,
and i thought it over.
maybe if it happens once more,
everything would fall in place,
perhaps time is all we need.

RANDOM THOUGHTS;

2006-02-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

im starting to see those days,
when we used to laugh and play,
about every lil thing we know.
although it might seems different,
everything's a lil colder,
like that smile i used to smile,
as in what we used to share,
but i know we can,
make this friendship happen again,
and this time round,
it will prove to last forever,
we'll beat the line,
nothing last forever (:
this, we promise each other;

to You, i thank you for being here always, i noticed and i appreciate alot. sorry for not being frank enough, you know i've got my reasons. now everything's over, i really thank you ALOT, and i'll smile to let you know, that you've done alot for me just by putting that smile on my face and try to stop my tears from flowing. (:

to my more-than-lovely lil friends (:
Sinyee, Rah, Eilis, Jocelyn, Ryl, Jamie, Sngwei, Maddy, Nic, Qing, Joanne, Cathy etc.
THANKS FOR BEING THERE,
TO LISTEN AND TO COMFORT,
TO PUT THAT SMILE ON MY FACE.
I LOVE YOU ALL LOTS,
AND IM MORE THAN GLAD,
THAT I EVER FOUND YOU GUYS,
I LOVE ALL OF YOU, MY DEARESTS (:

2006-02-07T22:22:00.000+08:00

to YOU, im sorry for everything.
i took it all for granted i guess.
but i swear i aint feeling any better.
my regrets;
im really sorry,
nothing can express the way i feel now.
pls be happy,
like you used to be,
before you got to know me.
thanks for all you've done,
it's more than enough.
my fault im sorry.
and if you ever read this,
i hope you would understand how i feel )':

i wish everything would be the same,
like the start when we got together,
when we first met each other,
like friends forever.
i know thigns wont be the same,
but i wish it would someday.
i know there are some obstacles yet to clear,
i can only pray hard,
wish and wish,
that somehow we'll be,
like how we used to be.
sitting together,
talking together,
sharing every single thing,
laughing at almost anything.
and i swear i cherish this friendship alot,
ALOT ALOT ALOT.
and i would give up almost anything and everything for it.
cos you know how much this friendship we build, meant to me.
those time we used to have conflict,
misunderstandings and all,
we managed to clear it and got closer.
i wish this would be the same,
i want this friendship forever.
I PRAY HARD, OH PLS.
)':

2006-02-06T23:12:00.000+08:00

This post goes out to my bestie,
RAH LA LA (:

HAPPY BESTIE DAY!
HAPPY ELEVENTH MONTH! :D
Seven Feb TwoZeroZeroSix.
even though you're irritating,
always ignoring whatever i say,
not laughing when my jokes ARE funny,
telling me lame stuffs,
keeping things from me,
bullying me.
whatever it is,
i still really really really,
LOVE YOU LARRR (:
and i know you love me too.
takecare of your not-well-kidney!
and catch up soon,
cos it's been a long time since we last talk,
as in really sit down and talk.
i miss those times ):
better find time soon,
before i miss those time too much.
LOVES,
bestie all the way ((:
`MINPEI.

2006-02-04T22:52:00.000+08:00

sinyee is happpppy,
im happppy,
((((((:
mr blogged, yay!
kay im bored.

someone hanged my call, TSK.
i dont understand why you're so affected by whatever it is.
NEVERMIND.

im happppy!
anyway, to the person whom i've drifted from, tell me who you are pls? i'll try my best to get back to the friendship i've neglected, im sorry.

sinyee still at my house.
so noisy can, tsk.
but she rocks ((:
grrrlfriends rock!!!
NIGHTS TI ALL.

2006-02-04T22:02:00.000+08:00

mrs wants me to blog for her.
so there i am.

sinyee was at her house today.
sinyee rocks!
mrs is happy today.hmm.i wonder why. =D
mrs fever has gone down.(thanks to MR)
heheeeehee.

im waiting for mrs to come online now.
oh where,oh where can my lovely mrs be? =D

mrs wrote a lovely story of the fairy for me.
it's uber sweet.and i love.cos she's my lovely __________! :D

lalalala.

i'll blog a poem sometime soon. heh.

loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

-LIL MR.

2006-02-03T21:50:00.000+08:00

))):
my forehead and body's like HOTT.
im running a fever, boo.
today wasnt feeling energetic at all,
i feel so dead okay.
but went under the sun for too long, den my temp rises,
and my head started spinning,
and my legs are like jelly, tsk.
but im pretty fine after a slp,
just tat my temp didnt go down, ohwells.
bestie thought i want to date her, hah! :D
i've to admit that bestie is preeeetty.
hint hint! tsk. ((:
anyway,
received something sweet today,
thanks, it's pretty lovely and i loveee it (:
played under the super hot sun,
and i got my super hot temp rising.
im freaking irritated by some biatch,
like wth lar.
leave her alone for god's sake.
stop bitching around and telling stuffs which aint true.
you're jealous, JEALOUSY, wth.
look at the damn mirror, you aint perfect either. TSK.8
stop hurting ppl w words like that,
you are worse WE swear on it.
end of story,
GO AWAY LAR, DAMN YOU!

2006-02-01T21:43:00.000+08:00

my post is gone, tskk. ):
im alzy to repost lar. so yes.
wasnt feeling well after school.
but im really fine now.
to ryl: cheer up pls, and TAKECARE okay ((:
to sngwei: happy bday when the clock strikes twelve (: be happy!
to numberone: happy no#1's seventh anni :D 111 days, LOVES!
to girlfriend: smile pls (: im here no matter what, just heck care okay. rain or shine, girlfriend gonna be there for you. let's brave the storm, nothing's gonna get us down. and what's more we've given up on all this thing. we must be happy! :D
to someone: i dont understand you and i dont wish to, forget it lar.
kay im really tired,
VERY VERY.
i dont have the strength to say anything.
so if you think this is why, den so be it.
im sorry but you choose to think this way, den what can i say.
you said you're strong,
im mighty too.
but even the strong can fall at times.
i wish you wouldn't,
but i can fall since it's not the first time.
dont worry about me,
i'll be fine, i am really fine now.
heart tense, no big deal. (:

END;
i wish the world would stop spinning for a min,
den we can all take our time,
i wish and i wish, ohwells.

2006-01-31T18:07:00.000+08:00

i was at the beach;
catching a breath of fresh air;
my heart was aching;
and no one could tell but the little girl i saw playing.

she came up to me
tugged me on my shirt
why are you so sad
the little voice said
i poured out all my woes to her

the little girl of an age of 7
made me smile by just saying three words
lovely like heaven
"SAD BE DONT"

that was for my MRS(: i love her so.

HAPPYHAPPY.

;MR WAS HERE =D

2006-01-30T16:34:00.000+08:00

if you let me know,
i'll let you know perhaps.
ohwells.
this aint going to work.
but im happy,
cos you are,
i think (:
and ryl, three cheers to us yes?
we just saved a heart,
a heart from being over broken.
and just heard some things, cool lar.
im happy, i think.
cos, you are.
okay i just repeat what i said,
retarded but yes.
(:

2006-01-27T21:16:00.000+08:00

Love's contradicting, aint it?
ohwells, im being random.

today was pretty fun (:
got sng's shirt, and she like it, say yay!
brought some cosmetics w ryl and eilis :D
teenagers, like what nic say, time to do some make up, grins.
kay im boreddd. im waiting for someone to call and entertain.
joanne's suppose to call me but she didnt, rarrh. heh.
went belle's house, me and nic were hyperr. (:
we love that place, it's damn cool. DAMN okay.
den told ryl things cos i feel like telling.
den had some talks w different ppl, and i realise everyone's like tangled up when it comes to love stuffs. nobdy seems to know the way to handle it. see, love is BLIND.
like i say, feeling comes and go. what matter is the depth of it, and how much you are willing to risk for that love you want, to make it happen, den last.
just know your stand, follow your heart, and you'll somehow find your way.
nobody's to blame in love, there's no need to be guilty. it isn't your fault, you can do your best simply by figuring out what you really want. be wise, dont hurt. (to someone)
random stuffs, im boredd ):

that, is just what i've been holding on to,
cos of the deep feelings i had before.
perhaps, it's long over afterall.

//i wish i know how you feel,
i wish you would tell me straight,
den i'll know at least what to do;

maybe ):

2006-01-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

(:
today's performance was pretty good,
three cheers to us.
we're the so called pretty princesses! yayy (:
teacher wont let us eat,
the food was delayed,
im so hungry,
thanks to bestie, she stole biscuits for me (:
see, i blogged your big name, RAH!
anyway, make up session was damn relax and interesting,
i laughed alot, and i love the preeetty restrooms :D
oh im tired now, shall rest my dear eyes.
NIGHTS WORLD (:

stolen away,
given away,
this once complete heart,
never will be back again.
even if it ever does,
it wont be complete anyway;

2006-01-23T21:46:00.000+08:00

(:
im happy today!
and rah brought me all the notes she have!
she actually found them for me, yay she rocks!
im taking very good care of it, so dont worry bestie (:
i've to announce that im falling in love with ART :D
i took art as my combination cos i couldn't pass maths,
and i scored pretty good for art,
plus the sake of eyecandy, tsk.
but now, i know i haven't chose the wrong sub,
because art is so interesting and i love the way art works (:
yayy, art's worth the price, that's what they say.
i paid full attention in class today, all say yay!
trying hard to catch up cos i'll be missing lessons tmr and wed :(
and that's ALOT to learn you know, rarrh.
anyway, went serangoon central's macs to study after school!
with ryl, wing, freda, peiying and joce (:
amerie cher sui ching joined us because she was alone in school w wee.
so she came and couldnt find her way to macs, so im suppose to fetch her,
BUT, i lost my way too. so we walked aimlessly till we saw the inter,
den we saw each other at the far end (: heh. retarded.
so after she joined us, freda and joce left, but the laughters grew instead.
all thanks to amerie's phone, our retarded acts and the scandalous pictures!
you wouldnt want to see the pictures, SCANDALOUS you know, hah (:
it's censored in a way, eeyer. rarrh! so wrong.
den me and amerie went serangoon stadium to find sng, jamie and mel!
we were so retarded, and we finally walked into the "church",
wow, national flag some more! tskkk. den "i do" to the ticket counter?!
as lame as usual, ohwells. den sng and amerie continue scandalous acts!
den everyone comparing radio? on diff musics den started singing -.-"
me and sng sang SHAN HU HAI by jay and lara (: nice i think.
jolene was with us, we were hyperactive people, laughs.
tired, and ard 6plus we left for home, yawns.
done all my homework! yayy!
IM V TIRED, yet when i see my art sketchbook,
i have the urge to draw and im no longer tired. (:
ART OH ART, YOU ROCK :D
or am i just insane cos of art, heh.

tmr's the performance w centrestage,
and im looking forward to it. shall do our best!
to maddy and rah: dont forget your lines, just do your very best and everything's gonna turn out right and work out well (:

NIGHTS TO ALL (:

//you make me feel right,
whenever there's a high tide;

2006-01-23T01:04:00.000+08:00

Goodbye to my dearest Commonwealth 1293words essay (:
you took away more than half a day of mine, oh gosh.
and now im feeling rather sick thanks to you, rarrh.
why am i talking to an essay? hah. time to sleep!
im tired tired, really tired.
i rushed all my homework out today,
i feel so relax suddenly, cos im all done! YAY :D
bio test tmr, so gonna flunk cos i left my book in the damn locker.
gonna study tmr morning! MOTIVATION PLS!

happy fourth month my beloved most beloved husband;
maddy wee! (:

NIGHTS TO ALL (:

2006-01-19T21:16:00.000+08:00

my heart went down, down, down.
i could not pull myself out,
not that i dont want to,
it's just that i cant.
i'll try my best,
till den.
if only you know.

today laughed SO MUCH with Girlfriends (:
both got gorilla laughters, den we were so hyper!
we talked about imperial hamburgers and went mad!
crazy hyperactive us (: i heart them lots.
den i find myself rather distracted in class,
yet i study and revise,
guess that's good enough?
i'll be MORE attentive, i'll try hard.
somebody, anyone, push me harder,
make me study like there's no tmr (:
met up with wing, nic, rah, maddy at KFC.
went popular w rah, i swear she's retarded -.-"
i had a hard time trying to hide so that i wont get too malu by her actions. she was like dancing?! tsk tsk. her pen is oh-so-FINE-seven :D
and she cant sing "hey mickey" cos all the words are wrong!
home-ed w rah and wing after that (:
phew, im tired, yawns.

2006-01-17T20:07:00.000+08:00

"not pretty enough" by kasey chambers.

Am I not pretty enough,
Is my heart too broken,
do I cry too much,
am I too outspoken.
Don't I make you laugh,
should I try it harder,
why do you see right through me.
I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me.
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break.
I crave, I love, I've waited long enough.
I try as hard as I can,
i laugh, I feel, I make believe it's real.
I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees.
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man.
I try as hard as I can;

//rain on me, i'll be fine, strong enough not to cry, perhaps i wont.

"the hard way" by kasey chambers.

If I could do it all again,
I wouldn't change a thing.
I'd have you back the way I had you then,
But one thing that I know,
This time I wouldn't make you go.
I'd have you back I wouldn't lose you again,
But I learnt the hard way,
I can't have it back what I had then.
Yes I learnt the hard way,
and I know I won't have that chance again.
Some nights I sit on my own,
with a feeling of alone,
wondering if your ever coming home,
but I know why your gone,
I'll be the first to say I'm wrong,
but it's hard to spend another night alone.
Cause I learnt the hard way,
I can't have it back what I had then.
Yes I learnt the hard way,
And I know I won't have that chance again.
Yes I learnt the hard way,
I can't have it back what I had then.
Yes I learnt the hard way,
And I know I won't have that chance again.
Cause I learnt the hard way;

//i fell hard once, you hit me twice.

im afraid to be near, cos i can feel all the fear, the urge in me.
sng and jamie so mean to me, they wont let me touch the ball, i have to snatch and wait for 12456789yrs den they decided to let me play. tsk. sngwei owe me two, she's so gonna repay me (: heh. den mr's so mean today. rarrh rarrh. okay im boreddd. :(
lessons are okay, chi sucks, SS test is so damn cool, wayyyy easy (:
BYEBYEBYE WORLD!

2006-01-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

//you caught me completely off guard.

i turned away from that shadow of you,
i just wish i could control,
it's just emotions that's taken me over.
cry a river, drown myself somewhere unseen.
):
i can only watch.
and there, i'll be strong again.
living in pretence.
if only.

):

2006-01-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

in a confused state of mind,
i threw feelings away,
den the only way,
tat i could find,
was to stop thinking,
and keep running away.
if doing this would stop the pain,
i would try it once again,
just like what i did before.
say im wrong,
i dont care anymore.
i'll keep on lying,
and make sure you,
know nothing at all.
nothing gonna happen,
it's just my heart playing a game,
call hide-and-seek.
you'll never find me,
though i'll just be around,
cos love's blind and deaf.
`till den,
i'll say these three words to you.

//it's all in my mind. if only.

2006-01-14T17:29:00.000+08:00

im bored.
bestie called to ask for lifepapers,
den i was a min slower,
and i realise it's the life section of straits time.
which i happen to have it.
so i text her, but guess she alr asked someone else,
and she couldn't reply.

ANYWAY.
someone just told me stuffs.
why's so many having a broken heart,
nothing good last forever,
sometimes we'll just have to accept,
and live on what we have,
cos this is the only way.
cheer up pls, you aint alone. (:

never take things for granted,
appreciate all you have,
cos the next minute it might be gone,
and forever it will,
be gone and over.

you caught my eyes,
all the time.
those three words i'll say to you.

//i dont care babe who's right or wrong,
i just dont love you no more.

2006-01-13T23:30:00.000+08:00

back from camp! (:
okay, first thing i've to say is,
THREE GRACE ROCKS!!! :D
the enthusiasm got us going, say yay!

we got third in campfire,
and first in ecosystem.
though the camp prep was in a rush,
the moves wasnt very well coordinated,
but still we did our very best,
and we got what we wanted, (: three cheers.
and ecosystem was pretty boring at first,
we thought this game makes no sense at all,
but the points and screams make us have the will to win,
so we fight fight fight throughout and there we got in,
FIRST WINNING TEAM, CHAMPION! (:

and three endurance were great too, they got in second w just a point difference, and came in first for campfire item, it's way shakey (: damn cute.
and i've to stress that JESSICA IS HOT, her kung fu acts, amazing okay, the very energetic ah-ma! laughs. heh.
so campfire was a blast, i miss two-integrity ):
those grp hugs, class hugs, oh gawd. the two-integrity hug saddens me alot. it's like we were once all so close together. bestie says so too.
mr and me changed roles, i became mr, she became miss.
i turned ____, she turned _____. :D retarded okay.

today, friday the thirteen.
i slipped at the steps leading down the tree hut,
early in the morning okay, tsk.
my ankle knocked against the edge of the stairs,
it hurts now when i rotate my ankle or try bending it sideways ):
im a lamer, ahh.
was so tired, sngwei was just the right height for me to lean on, (:
and mr's jacket damn comfortable, hah.
me and sam wore it for diff seasons during the ecosystem game.
then me and ryl were dancing, nic also! and the rest.
we say dancing can make us walk faster, hah :D

den camp game and all, we did cheers!
i like the cheena cheer.
CHIJ SJC,
WONT BE COMPLETE W/O THREE-G,
WE'LL TRIUMPH HERE AT SPARKC,
DONT BELIEVE?
JUST WAIT AND SEE!
the moves are damn retarded, but cute (:

went back school,
got our new time-table,
and i seriously think tat our chi teacher is ___,
even though he said it's printing error.
but why error for both time-table, didnt they edit it?
if it's a lie, he's so dead, cos we're gonna play back (:

went CP with the usuals,
few of them only but ya. (:
den we laughed so much over the PINK BEAR,
only me, joce, eilis, junci and jessica knows. TSK.
and tat "maddy!" jump, heh, so weird!
ERHEM, laughs :D evil US.
and B1 and B2 thing was so lame,
me and eilis so hyper, faints.
YO YO YO! (: HAHAHAHAH!
im getting hyper, gosh.
byebye world (:
THREEGRACE, WE ROCK! :D

i miss those days, when we were all together.

when im near you,
i find no other words,
other than a smile,
so true (:
and looking through the crowd,
i smiled,
cos i saw you just around (:
seeing you clown,
there's no way to turn it around,
you make me smile (:

2006-01-11T00:19:00.000+08:00

happy bday to me! (:
thanks ppl for tagging,
you're all loved by me!

ANYWAY.
today met up with the usuals (:
and the usuals are not v complete cos some cant make it,
but still, i had a fun day i swear.
met joce at CP, den the rest at mrt.
sng and amerie didnt tell me they were soming,
but suddenly they just appear!
i was like OMG, WOAH!
im happppy, cos everyone find time to come, yay!
sly sly mr and sngwei, heh :D
den i got my gifts, i was so proud of tat piggy.
and i just understood why amerie gave me tat piggy,
HUR. cos i always sleep till late time,
so she gave me a nick call LIL MISS PIGGY, heh.
it's so nice to feel, i sound sick but ya, (:
den maddy's present too! nicenice!
and mel's present too, i love!
and nic's tortoise with two layers of price tag, hah!
and tat red top, so HOTTT! :D thks to cathy and co!
thanks to everyone laa, im happy (:
nat left earlier, but me, her, joce and wing had so much thrill.
we went stalking this person, OKAY, no big deal,
but den we shouted the name,
and this person and his friend's like talked to us?!
heh, we look some retarded playing hide-and-seek, we ran!
fun day, thks to all these lovelies (: MWAH.
i spent wuite a lot i think.
on this comic, tsk.
and this shirt for bestie,
food and neoprints and movie.
okay, the movie's SO LOUSY. but wells, pretty thrilling though.
okay, byebye world.
CAMP TMR!
i want it a blast, just fun will do!

(:

2006-01-07T23:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BESTIE'S TENTH ANNI! :D
special dedication to RAH.
yay, stay happy always!
i'll be around when the wave comes,
just a step behind,
this i promise you.
and i love bestie to bits, cos she rocks.
07032005, special day (: <333

this aint working,
i cant let you go.
if only i know the way to;
bittersweet,
honeylemon,
why cant it just be honeysweet love.

the night i fear,
when thoughts come haunting,
and my mind starts wondering,
often to all the wrong places,
that leads to tears,
cos of the hurtful memories,
and things i cant seem to let go,
even till now.

`till then.

2006-01-07T15:43:00.000+08:00

why am i holding on to something,
something not meant to be,
why do i still get all upset,
it's just all in my mind,
i cant let it go,
no matter how hard i try.
you might say i've not try,
cos you never seen it coming.
because i was lying,
i didnt want you to know.
this reality i face,
there's no other way.
give me a one way ticket out,
out of this place im stuck in all along,
as long as you smile, i know it's all i need.
all i want is you, to be happy.

//when i look at you,
i lied to myself that it's all not true,
and denied everything true.

2006-01-06T20:00:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY.
was having bad sore throat,
den flu and my nose ran away.
after tat i felt weak,
and i fell sick with a little fever.
after school met sinyee, nat and amerie for lunch,
den after tat met up with rah and all to go nat's hse.
i was feeling terrible, i can just faint.
and it was raining heavily, so amerie cabbed me down to nat's hse.
reached, her hse's big okay (: watched spongebob!
den im suppose to lie on her bed to rest but i refuse to.
so after awhile, i cant take it,
so i decided to go off.
and bestie send me all the way to kovan mrt (:
bestie rocks, she's nice i swear.
as usual, she was crapping away, trying to make me laugh.
all about DUCK flu and rain and i cant remember what.
took bus and train alone, i was frigging tired.
i slept thru the journey, felt so weak.
den reached home, bathed and slept till this morning.
woah, a total of so many hours okay! hah.

TODAY.
drag myself out of bed,
went school and felt terrible again.
so put my head on the table and slp.
den jamie was like beside me asking if im okay,
and jocelyn den siwing and my mr (:
monster came along with nat too, i got a shock.
i was like so sleepy and kinda feverish,
so i didnt really know what's happening ard,
i only heard them asking if im okay and all.
thanks to all for concern and care,
minpei is much better now, dont worry (:
they took great care of me i must say, heh.
den mr told me something, so while i was answering her,
i let out a dirty little secret! tskk. now mr knows, oh gawdd,
during recess felt better,
so had a chat with mr, he's so sly okay.
we were pretending to be watching some invisible match.
den went back class, was boreddd.
lessons ended, so off to CP with the usuals.
we made so much noise everywhere! tsk.
anyway, back to school for gown fitting, den met the rest at bball court after that for basketball games.
was pretty tired though, but its okay.
and had chatting session w joce, nic and ryl :D
and home-ed.

//feelings i cant bring away,
i just wish they would disappear.

cos i know sometimes it's just not meant to be,
and some things just cannot happen no matter how.
let;s leave it that way, keep it a mystery.

2006-01-04T21:43:00.000+08:00

twist and turn,
round and round,
what is life all about.

i'm holding on,
waiting for your call,
it's simple but i can't explain this.
i'm sinking down,
i feel like i could die,
i'm falling off i don't know why.
i still believe it when you say,
it's another perfect day,
another perfect day.
i still believe it when you say,
it's another perfect day,
another perfect day.
so i might try to leave it all behind,
i know tommorow's not so bright now.
i'll say goodbye cause nothing good can last,
(you wear and figured no where fast),
and today,
i don't know how to keep it all inside,
but i guess i'll let it slide.
today i don't know why,
i thought that it was real,
but i guess it's no big deal,
i don't know how,
i don't know how to let it slide.

i love this song, cos it's playing non-stop in my head,
with sad thoughts running thru my mind.

okay,
today had many talks,
and they are all so boring i swear.
i was sleeping during the last talk,
and everyone's like dying from the extreme heat.
rarrh, why is it so boring!
den, went toilet during after recess with soh!
was having fun pushing her into ERHEM,
den at the right time someone else appear,
and i just had the honour to push her twice!
say yay with me! eilis whole face red, so funny (:
we were damn hyper, den she still act fall, the hand gestures so weird, like the seaweed moves like that, me and joce and wing laughing like what. :D
den trying to catch the fan, move here and there, so malu -.-
anyway, this particular person pisses us off.
TSK. jocelyn is nice okay.
how many times do i need to repeat.
we all know your gossips,
evil ppl just go away.
choir today,
so maluating! inside jokes.
and that @#%&! just had to say im irresponsible.
all cos of a letter which she NEVER ask me to write.
it's like she said when i asked her long ago, that im excused.
den now she happily say she didnt, and i should have taken the innitiative to give her the excuse letter, like HELLO. tskk!
ohwells, she ruined my mood big time.
met up w joce, ryl, mel, py, sam, wee, denise, peggy (:
ate and hom-ed.
im so tired, i was and slept hours.
just had dinner! im still a lil tired, heh :D
bye world, nights to all (:

my eyecandy is way hotter than nic's eyecandy! :D

2006-01-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

three cheers ppl (:
school was not bad, boring but OKAY.
but we had lots of fun,
cos all of us so hyper can.
so whether school's boring or not,
it's the friends ard you that matter most!
met sinyee and all as usual,
took the 119 bus to school,
was alr super hyper in the bus with monique.
den reached, feeling good.
saw kkks, and every other (:
and dearest mr gave me the secret gift!
so sly her face, but im worse.
cos i got her something w/o even telling her.
LALALALA, i love my mr loads, THIS MUCH (:
we had talks, assembly,
that kiddy bell we have -.-"
and our new form cher is nice!
he's not boring, at least.
so the usual grp hang out,
we were noisy and hyper,
den jump here and there,
crapping away, bring retarded :D
recess was okay,
cos we were like laughing around,
that big shot, tskk.
gave me a lock without codes,
how wonderful can that be.
and big shot is none other than rah, tsk.
and gave me the half bitten watery dried mango,
it taste awful, then i swallow it down. ):
ohwells. went hall for another talk,
was feeling hyper again, laughed so much.
den some monster was like staring at me,
so i pretended not to see,
den she also act blur,
so i burst out laughing, hah. (:
and so on, so many forms to fill, boringgg.
im looking forward to tmr,
yet i dont know why,
im crazy, i guess, hah (:
after school had stalking session,
and they stalk me after pizza.
sinyee, phyllis, chick and nat (:
so funny, sinyee still cover her eyes,
she thought i cant see her, super big size la she.
she better not read this, hah (:
home-ed, slept, ate, here i am!
im tired again, lazy to fill he forms, tsk.
byebye world (:
a brand new day tmr, i want only smiles.

indecisive;
//this cause me to be uncertain,
and leading to tangled-up strings.

teared thru those nights,
time made me stronger,
and i know there's no other way,
cos my heart's stuck in a one way route.

2006-01-03T00:34:00.000+08:00

It was my day but you gave it away
to a stranger in the park you met just a while ago,
and don't lie to me, because I know.

I was the unsuspecting victim of the time,
And I already know what I had wasn't mine.
So I let you slip from my grip.

You needed someone as the night crept behind you,
Someone to help guide you through,
But by the time I got there, you didn't want me to care
anymore.

Freenut's composing again! X)
School is in 7hrs or so time, and she's online msning with Kexin.
Well, groundnut hasn't seemed to update, so I'll post for her.
Good night.
I still think it isn't right.
You didn't care.

2006-01-01T00:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU MISS!

lovelovelovelovelovelovelove;
MR!

i owe you my smile from within,
our secret deal,
our secret gift.

ENJOY YOUR YEAR AHEAD! :D

2005-12-31T21:08:00.000+08:00

Because we don't even know,
Next year's going to blow
us away
What can we say?

Move along to next year,
Don't worry, we'll all be here,
And if you're uncertain, just look around,
We'll keep you from going down.

Freenut wants to tell everyone that next year's going to be a blast,
But she wants to remind everyone not to forget their past,
Because memories are experiences everyone should keep,
Whether it brings smiles or makes you weep.
And when it's hard to wake up and start anew,
Don't worry, just look for help, and help will come to you.

2006, here we come! :D

:/

2005-12-31T19:55:00.000+08:00

just heard a song,
and i think it make sense,
to me at least it does.

Love's not visible,
neither can it be heard,
nor can it be hinted.
love can only be felt,
but if there's no connection,
there's no way you can feel,
the love hidden so long for you.
i can only tell myself,
somethings are just not meant to be,
and i'll leave it this way,
as long as you smile,
im contented with whatever there is,
left for me.
(:

random thoughts, again.
it's another new year in few hours time,
2005 pass too fast,
there's not enough time to catch up,
many many bits of memories,
left unforgotten,
cos it left a big imprint in our life :)
mistakes learned,
new friends made,
tears left behind,
smiles still remembered,
laughter stays,
looking on the brightside,
we're moving on fast,
here comes 2006!
not really in the mood,
cos i bet next yr will be way harder,
dont wanna think.
let's all remain as kids,
with tat pure and innocent heart,
with no mean to harm to hurt,
carrying just a cheery smile everywhere,
looking forward to everyday,
with no worries at all.

LOVES TO ALL.
` till den (:

2005-12-30T15:13:00.000+08:00

groundnut is here (:
hello freenut, thanks for invading!
i like whatever you write,
it makes ppl think deep down,
and reflect on the past,
and wonder what tomorrow holds.
ohwells, it's very saddening.

life is not always wonderful,
ppl masked and giving fake smiles,
trying to be nice when they dont mean it.
saying pretty words yet doing things so hurting.
giving all the hopes when all they want is to dash my dream.
laughing behind i call them cunning,
thinking what they are doing is right,
i can only say dont regret it.

random very random, life is but a dream.
yesterday filled with tears,
tomorrow filled with fears.
life still goes on,
if only i hold a remote control,
i'll tune of to a better channel,
or off the channel for a break.

im tired.
just go away.

school's starting,
in less than a week,
books and results,
problems and conflicts,
fun and laughters,
i want a peaceful yr, i pray;
god, grant me my wish.

//there i count the days again,
-and i repeat the sad history.

Another invasion by Freenut;

2005-12-29T20:49:00.000+08:00

And I stood still.
(I took a long look backwards, into the past, into my memories.)
And I hesitated.
(I looked towards tomorrow, and I'm afraid.)
I reached out a hand.
(I hoped it would be taken.)
But no hand would hold mine.
I was tainted and stained, dirty and unclean.

If I could look at tomorrow with eyes of hope,
then I can look back at yesterday,
with smiles,
and not regret anything that happened.

Freenut just feels philosophical at this moment.
Freenut is always like that.
Where's my groundnut? :(

2005-12-29T00:14:00.001+08:00

i was mapling,
it was OKAY.
perhaps im feeling feverish,
and very tired,
so not much of mood for games.
till den (:

pray hard that tmr i'll be a freenut instead.
GOODNIGHT WORLD,
minpei aint feeling well,
gonna rest!

if i've done all of those,
if i really did gave all my love,
i know it's still the same,
im just not the one,
cos you will never feel the love,
sometimes i call this not meant to be.
"love can be felt even when you're a distance away"

random, very indeed.
love to all :D

2005-12-29T00:14:00.000+08:00

Understand-

2005-12-28T03:09:00.000+08:00

You asked me something, I didn't reply,
But I didn't agree, nor did I deny.
Far from it, I just couldn't say,
I wish these questions would just go away.

And with your prying eyes,
I wish you would just realise.
How I wish you would just disappear,
How I wish I could make it clear.

To you, I wish you could see,
How much you irritate me,
And you think it seems like you care,
But to me, you're just being unfair.

- Freenut

Here invading groundnut's blog, because she wanted me to drop her a poem.

(:

2005-12-26T23:54:00.000+08:00

okay im bored,
very bored,
very very bored.
and bestie's suppose to update for me,
but she took 123456789yrs to do so.
AS USUAL,
everyone say that with me!
hahaha. okay im so retarded again.
rarrh! somebody help me.
okay i made mr smile, very good!
im irritating rah now, VERY GOOD!
and im talking abt insurance policies with maddy, VERY FUNNY!
okay, they are entertaining me.
(: VERY VERY GOOD! grins.
im still bored as you can see.
im off!

BYEBYE WORLD.

a smile that will last,
it's only with you around.
a love tat never will happen,
i kept it somewhere in my heart.

2005-12-26T00:51:00.000+08:00

im happy (:
today had fun at bbq.
VERY GOOD!
before going aunt's hse, met up with gf.
we did a very good deed today,
that balloon has lots of meaning in it :D
and we managed to make some lil kid smile.
so our hard work pay off actually,
though we didnt manage to find the lil girl who's crying,
still, we did put a smile on another kid's face.
three cheers to gf and myself (:
and we exchanged gifts, and laughed alot.
we were so ah-soh with those plastic bags,
but i love her gift, it smells nice!
THANKYOU GF, SINYEE! :D
you made my day again!
so had alcohol after bbq, very good.
each of us had bottles of it,
but none of us were drunk,
just feeling highhhh, laughs.
and i got presents, YAYYY!
(: santa made my wish came true.

and now im hoping for my mr to be happy,
just want her to know "the rain will go, the sun is waiting" (:
miss will be there, always.

okay, i was thinking.
and i realise i no nothing about love.
time isn't what that will touch love,
at the end of the day,
it's still feelings that can do it.

(: class bbq!

2005-12-23T20:30:00.000+08:00

woohoo!
we had our class bbq yesterday yesterday.
omg! it was friggin FUN!
SUCH A BLAST :D
(: say YAY with me! hooray!
met mel and jamie at serangoon,
den the rest at douby (:
went cold storage to get drinks and stuffs while waiting for eilis and all.
jamie treated me and mel ice-cream, nicenice! YAY!
den we were like almost all in white polo tee or other colours.
took 16 to east coast, we followed this couple and found our way.
den we were far far away from the bbq pit, so we had to rent bicycles!
six bicycles, damn fun okay. we look so aunty with drinks! hurhur.
den reached and saw priya, kal and jo were in the washroom,
so me and eilis hid behind some tent, den we were being retarded, making ourselves giggle, den i saw BIG RED ANTS, so i went scraming "ants!", den eilis and me jumped up and there goes our plan, SPOILED ): so funny laa.
went to get sea water to kill ants, me and eilis, the MIGHTY ONES :D
but den when the wave comes, we jumped back and scream and it was damn hilarious.
finally, eilis say BRAVE THE STORM, den we got water.
so YAY with me! hooray!
me, eilis, jamie wrote everyone's names on the sand plus a short lil note. it was still there when we leave, say yay with me! (:
den they needed charcoal and ice.
so rah, so called the "smart one" suggested using the bicycles we rented to go get the stuffs!
den few of us went fighting for bicycles and rode there.
was laughing ALOT along the way, rah was the LEADER -.-"
and she claims that she's the smart one, FAINTS.
came back.bbq-ed.
we were like drinking BEER, root beer (: act only, hahah.
then we had a box of sparklers.
ok this is the funny part.
see, everyone thought it was rah's sparkles cos she said she brought a box of sparkles.
but she meant the one in her bag, the smaller one.
rah thought that de box we were playing was JOANNA'S ONE.
so we were like oh YAY! lets play and all.
so we were playing with the sparkles and screaming and all.
screaming out stuffs like no more this and that, wishes, and everything.
then we threw them into the sea like shooting stars.
inconsiderate ppl i know (: but it was super fun laa.
then when we were on our way back, kai called us.
she was like the other grp beside us asked them whether they saw a box of sparkles.
then we were like thought it was rah, then rah said she thought it was jo's.
den it suddenly came to us, WE WERE LIKE OMG! we're so screwed. damn!
we used their sparkles! we were throwing other ppl's sparkles into the sea and screaming 2i forever etc! oh gawdd. so retarded pls. damn hilarious laa.
okay so, after the sparklers throwing.
we went cycling t return the bicycles.
maddy tried cycling me but we almost fell.
so rah wanted to try cycling me.
she claims tat i was so heavy, which is so NOT true.
and we almost ran into a bush! thks to her superb skill of cycling.
bloody embarassing! cos i was screaming and woah-ing like nobody's business while she purposely scare me by letting go one hand, and going sideways.
rarrh, i was so tired, trying to balance myself so tat she wont make me fall! phew.
and we were called the overweight couple. like excuse me.
there's only one overweight person, and that is RAH!
she's heavier than me, imagine laa. hmph! hurhur.
then on the way back to our pit,
we were like doing the chicky dance in a row and everyone was staring!
then we had some camp song dance, and it was bloody funny but see we didnt get very far so ya. hahah! then many had to go back. so i left with maddy and rah.
we got lost. and the place was so freaking us out.
and rah was trying to let herslef get bang down by the cars at thr roadside.
i had a hard time trying to look out for cars so that she's safe.
and we had to ask this scary couple for directions but they gave us the wrong directions. tsk. then we ask another friendlier-looking couple and got to our bus-stop.
the bus ride was super long and shaky, laughs.
reached home arnd 1145. was so tired okay.
bathed and all and went to bed (:

yesterday was out with gf to repair mp3!
it was damn fast and free!
but the place is so far okay.
we wore shorts to town! so hilarious.
we felt like wearing and so we did.
and we're like some mad woman!
went towning, met up with monster :)
so all of us were looking for our gift,
but the price monster gave was so LIMITED,
and so we gave up trying to hunt for our gift,
and went home. sinyee homed w me (:
and dinner, laughed alot and we were HYPER!
she made my day, yet again!
our gorilla laughters and big big action.
and yes, i got her present, finally. :)
say yay with me! woohoo.

today,
gf outing to get present.
chicken lil shirt!
we damn ah-soh today.
so funny,
but we laughed alot,
and that's VERY GOOD!
i heart gf many many, she rocks! :D

//i wish you were the one,
and im still wishing for a wish so impossible.

my christmas wish,
to be happy :)

2005-12-18T20:27:00.000+08:00

(: YAY.
today was really great!
i got my stuffs and all, shopping spreeeee!
my mum's nice enough to get me what i need.
THUMBS UP (: laughs.
so im contented, very. hurhur.
im amazed by everything there,
they are really beautiful laa.
i'll get everything if i strike rich someday :D
den tues movie outing with the three ppl i love the most (:
(ohwells. bestie claims that herself, but it's true though.)
wed i've got class bbq according t kai (:
and tat's like FINALLY, say hooray! hahaha.
gonna be out the whole day, i cant wait, hah.
Fri got jurong outing w gf (: yay yay.
so three outings, i wont get tired,
cos i've been grounded alot and im getting more like groudnut.
time for outings (: HOORAY!
these are the things that will keep me very happy (:
so i hope the rain will go soon, i pray;
till den. LOVES TO ALL (:

"Love's like gravity."
the Love and Fool story :)

//all i want for christmas :)
- is You.

2005-12-17T18:26:00.000+08:00

my first christmas wish aint gonna come true ):
but it's alright, everything is beautiful.
EMBRACE THE FEAR, ENDURE THE RAIN (:
ohwells. random and still random.

i hope everything is just like before.

//all i want for christmas.

(:

2005-12-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

A BIG THANK YOU to bestie for updating,
and my dearest mr for invading (:
i got my long and colourful post finally.
and mr's nice entry (: LOVED!
i haven been updating myself cos i cant use the comp much.
so my bestie shall do the job, SHE'S NICE (:
i bet she's smiling away cos i just said she's nice.
ohwells. and today was great.
i had shopping spree with aunty.
bought do many things and all! YAY.
but before and after, i was with zhaolin! :D
she send me off, so nice laa.
and she acc me there. taught me the way.
cos i've got no sense of direction, forgive me.
so bestie shall update the rest of it (:
im very tired, yawns.
byebye world, goodnight to all (:

`to let true love left unspoken,
is the quickest route to a heavy heart;
//and the longest way from me to you, is IMPOSSIBLE.

2005-12-15T22:41:00.000+08:00

haha!
im the great MR invading my MISS' blog! (:
MR just wants MISS to know that MR loves loves loves loves his MISS many many! =DD
MISS says that she is bored and therefore MR is to invade her blog for her!
MR is thankful to have such a MISS like her.
MR knows that MISS is waiting for the long-awaited telephone call.
but MR is too busy to call MISS.
MR is therefore, utmost SORRY.
MISS still loves MR right?
HAHA.
okay.
i dont really know what to blog for her.
but just to tell anyone that he/she dares to bully my MISS,
is gonna get HELL from me!
want to hurt her, go thru me first!
(=
okay.
im off!
take care peeps.
ill invade very soon again! LOVE!!

2005-12-14T01:13:00.000+08:00

so i know i owe her this post.
and yeahyeah im writing it.

she told me this very confusing story today.
and i only understood half of it.
she'll tell me more.
will she?

that was meant for you CHUA MINPEI!
oh and i know she dont like me saying her full name.i just said it to irritate her.
CHUA MINPEI.CHUA MINPEI.CHUA MINPEI!
:)

anyway..back to last friday which was waaayy waaayy back.
heehee. stop giving me that look la CHUA MINPEI.
anyway.. as i was saying last friday she went sentosa with three ppl who she love most.
but there's this one person she love most the most (:
and that's ahem, chilli!

anyway..as i was saying..chilli wanted to prank padi.
then it all went as planned then suddenly spicy and pepper came up with their own plan.
padi joined in too.tsk.
the victim was SUPPOSE to be padi but..
in the end chilli got pranked instead.tsk.

its okay.chilli is always hot!
(:

okay so when we reach, the sun was still hiding.peek-a-boo!
so we played arnd.and i had to piggyback her in the water.. all cos she cant swim.
tsk.OMG.can someone pls teach her how to swim.
my back was aching laa.heehee.actually it didnt.i was just exaggerating(:

then.poof!the sun showed itself.and tanning time!
but she was staying in the water talking to someone on the fone.
cos she didnt want to tann.blablabla.

ohoh and she was flirting with some smallboy.
not flirting actually..more like scaring him away.tsktsk.
(: haha! he didnt want to lend her his ball.haha!
i told you she was scary(:

ok.so we watched the sunset.
then changed.then off.
she had to leave earlier.so yeah..

anyway..she told me stuffs.
i told you right frm the start alrdy and you didnt take it serously.
but lets leave bygones as bygones (:

weeeee!im done!fuh!at last.
oh and she wanted me to add this:

"to let true love left unspoken, is the quickest route to a heavy heart"

hmm..sounds profound.it has a sorta meaning behind it..
and she wont tell me ):
boohoo.

but its okay.im always the LAST to know anything.
hmph.

oh and i told her my opinion on love.
i wont say it here cos many are in love for some reason or another.
oh well.

love is a funny and strange thing.
wait till it comes knocking on your door..

knock*knock*
- im love :)
- oh and im hate.
- hate what?
- hate love.

wahahaha!
im being stupid.
very very stupid.
pls dont take me seriously.im not always like this.
haha(:

to everyone out there,
love much.

2005-12-13T14:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROMEO! (:
MELANIE TAN HUICI!
sweet fourteen all the way :D

2005-12-12T01:07:00.000+08:00

now she demands that i post a looooonngg and detailed one for her.

hmmm..but im still sort of feeling lazieee.
heehee.i shall do it tmr ok BESTIE!

and my link wasnt self-edited.
so im not that thickskinned alright.

~~later~~ next time(:

2005-12-11T15:06:00.000+08:00

she asked me to blog for her.
but as you can see im feeling laziee right now.
but i just felt like blogging smth.
and i did.tadaaa!

so come back later alright(:
heehee.

she sends her love!
oh i just made that up.
and she said i rock!
that, i didnt made it up.she said it herself.weee!

later.

(:

2005-12-10T23:53:00.000+08:00

(:
yayy.
i shant blog much,
cos i cant use it for long.
my comp's not v okay,
and im not suppose t use it.
and im grounded ): cos im out late, boohoo.
bestie's suppose to blog for me about the whole of yesterday and every single update.
but i know she'll take 123456789 yrs to do that :D
ohwells, she better update for me.
and i want a LONG POST, hah.
DETAILED ONE ALSO OKAY.
the SPICY PEPPER CHILLI PARDI OUTING :D
it was duper fun and hilarious okayy.
we laughed like crazy in the water and all.
oh yah, there were LIL SHARKS attacking us!
and SQUIDS, JELLYFISHES and so on!
and im afraid of drowning cos i cant swim,
and im lazy to walk in the water,
so i had taxi to bring me around,
HUMAN TAXI (:
most of the time,
CHILLI'S DOING THE JOB,
yay, we're the ultimate team, she rocks :)
PARDI DROVE ME ARD TOO,
and we went woah-ing, yesss :)
oh yah, we kept doing FAINTS,
they imitate me okayy!
and free massaging for chilli,
cos she drove me around the sea,
nice nice :) she didnt complain, hah.
wooyay! yipee yipee yay!
catch the sunset and off.
i had a lovely day spent with this lovelies :)
THEY ROCKS, WE'RE HOTTT.
they made my day LOTS.
spicy pepper chilli pardi, ilove :D grins.

alrights, bestie shall update the detailed one for me :)
byebyebye world, im grounded.
a groundnut's speaking, oh im being retarded again.
all thanks to bestie and wee for influencing, hah.

//catch me when i fall :)
i want to ride on water again.

2005-12-08T19:18:00.000+08:00

tmr will be fun-filled,
sentosa outing,
the water and all,
i cant wait.
(:

You're hiding something,
cause it's burning through your eyes.
i try to get it out,
but all I hear from you are lies.
and I can tell you're going through the motions,
i figured you were acting out your part.
once again, we're playing off emotion,
which one of us will burn until the end.
you contradict the fact that you still want me around.
and it's all downhill from here.
your good intentions slowly turn to bitterness,
and I can't believe you pulled it off again,
or notice till it all sets in.
and you keep pulling me down.
you contradict the fact that you still want me around,
and it's all downhill from here.

and love is blind and that I knew when,
my heart was blinded by you.
you never see me fall apart,
and now baby i shot you down.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
i am here for you if you'd only care.
Goodbye my lover.
and as i move on,
i remember you,
remember us and all we used to be.
//Goodbye our love.

in the words of a broken heart,
it's just emotion that's taken me over;

goodbye my love.
thanks for everything.
let's end with a smile,
after all those tears.

2005-12-07T20:26:00.000+08:00

since she gave all the lies,
why bother anymore still.
unfaithful and lies,
those are good reasons to give up.
dont be naive, bestie.
-some edited msg.
-by someone special.

thanks,
im reflecting alot,
thanks,
you woke me.
thanks,
you are the best person to make me listen,
cos you are the one i believe.
DONT BE NAIVE,
these three words alone,
made me understand.
thanks,
to that someone special,
you know who you are.
thanks,
i felt alot better,
thanks,
or rather you made my decision more than firm,
thanks,
your words gave a greater impact than any other.
thanks,
maybe cos you're the one telling me.
(:

life isn't that bad afterall,
it's still COLOURFUL :D
as long as im decisive,
as long as im happy,
as long as im firm.
there's nothing to fear,
AT ALL.

thanks bestie;

)':

2005-12-07T20:01:00.000+08:00

i was happy,
cos my day was well spent,
i completed the bestie's gift,
and i took half a day to complete.
THREECHEERS TO ME.

but now now now,
what you are telling me,
cos my mood to go down down down,
))):
so screwed up feelings.
somebody save me.
i cant sort out, but i have to.
my heart's jumping out.
do i deserve all this.
i dont think so.
but wells.
im just crapping.
forgive me.
BESTIE! HELP ME!!! AHHH!

till this day i know,
how much it's bleeding inside,
and now tat it came rushing,
i cant take the feeling.
let it be gone,
PLEASE.
shoo away my thoughts,
embrace my fear,
fearing the truth,
enduring the pain,
forgetting the lies.
byebyebye.

// and i'll give you the answer this time,
firm and clear, i said NO.

*bang bang im dead, you shot me before i even did.
-and sorry baby it's my turn, i shot you down.

sugar pie (:

2005-12-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

woohoo.
TODAY WAS FUN-FILLED LAA (:
thanks to my girlfriends again,
neo sinyee and maybelle sua! :D
met up w sinyee and maybelle at CP,
den went to take bikes and went cycling!
it was so exciting though tiring!
den we only got 2bikes cos MC's bike too aunty.
so me and maybelle cycled each other,
i cycled more, so heavy okayy.
but yay, i survived, SO STRONG LAA (:
den had pizza,
eyecandy wasnt there anymore,
BOOHOO ): so disappointed laa.
anyway, ate alot i think,
im so full, den went cycling around.
we got tired and we couldnt find another bike,
so i cycled maybelle to huiyan's hse,
den we went there cope drinks, hah!
adrian so cute, but huiyan taught her how to flash,
EEEYER, huiyan's teaching him bad stuffs, -shakes head-
den adrian called maybelle AUNTY,
called sinyee LAO GU PO,
called me AH MA.
den huiyan's de AH PEK laa. hah!
he's so adorable, i like his sly sly smile :)
den me and sinyee went cycling while maybelle trying to read comics.
so we cycled to kovan and everywhere else,
so tiring okayy.
den we pass construction area, alot of dust flew in our eyes,
so we got a way of avoiding dust,
we bend heads down and cycle,
so retarded okayyy.
GF made me laughed alot alot alot,
so funny la. den we played the lousy swing, hah!
we walk a lil cos the slopes too high, we cant take it.
and so many petrol stations we passed by.
sinyee cannot pronounce BLACK PEPPER CRAB,
she says BLACK PREPPER CLAB! :D hahaha.
and her laughters so earthshaking,
JING TIAN DONG DI OKAY.
but maybelle's one worse laa.
at the pizza shop there so hilarious.
cos maybelle on the phone, den she burst out laughing and threw sinyee's phone on the plate which have veggie, so funny laa. den she laughed so loud, whole body shaking, hahahah.
and maybelle rode me to hougang station,
den at the field there she started WOAH-ING,
and she wemt sideways,
so i thought falling and i flew out of the bike onto the grass,
so funny okay,
we laughed like what,
thanks to gf's great great driving skills,
it drove me nuts all the time, hah (:
and den i rode her and she fell off twice also,
cos she too heavy, not my fault! hahahah.
the bumpy road so scary,
im afraid of falling,
i gathered alot of faith before i hop on maybelle's ride,
it was so exciting, woohoo (:
GIRLFRIENDS MADE MY DAY, YET AGAIN!!! :D
i got 4 scars on left and 4 scars on right leg, uglyyyy ):
thanks to the wheels,
and maybelle's great riding skills,
i got so many memories, all the scars left on my leg!
but wells, i had fun, and that's more important than anything else (:
im contented, happy-ing all the way (:
three cheers to myself! and gfs! :D

im riding on fire,
which burns me with scars,
but im not afraid of riding,
cos i embrace the fear,
and i trust the fire wont hurt twice,
but im stopping cos im tired,
and the fire's hurting me,
till now i realised,
i can never change the fact,
that im forever riding on fire,
and the fire's leading me.
it's time i want a ride on water (:
you shot me twice,
bang bang im dead.
den you saved me again,
and kill me all over again.
so baby it's my turn,
bang bang i shot you dead.

okay, my day is just so nice,
i cant wait for more cycling and fun,
I CANT WAIT.
and this friday is tanning time,
beach volleyball,
water water water (: wooyay.
I CANT WAIT.
and tmr im having a movie marathon w my cousins.
tonight phone marathon as usual,
I CANT WAIT.
im so impatient cos,
I CANT WAIT.
ohwells. im bored now. hah.
byebyebye world (:

tmr is a special day (: seventh.
I CANT WAIT. ohwells.

//place other's happiness before mine,
im doing that all along, but bet you didnt care.
it's alright, it's okay, im duper fine, no worries;

*the fire's killing me,
so im jumping off the fire,
riding on something new,
and i call that water (:

SUGAR PIE COME AGAIN :)
i wanna ride in the blue cab,
i like the amazingly amazing feeling,
when all the fate comes in.

):)

2005-12-06T11:43:00.000+08:00

alrights,
im going cycling in an hour's time (:
like yayyy. i cant wait.
i like the breeze and all,
i like talking to sinyee,
i like the jokes we made,
i like the way we go crazy.
i like everything cos it's fun :D
ohwells, im bored now.
is bestie coming back today?
cos it's another special day tomorrow (:
SEVENTH of every month :D

right now my mood's kinda mess up,
cos i dont know what i want,
am i following my heart,
or just simply cos im afraid to get hurt,
so im stuck nowhere.
i just hope i can be more decisive,
MORE MORE MORE,
so that i can think of a firm yes or no,
a way to keep myself from being manipulated.
cos i think i am, a little maybe.
AHHHH.
ignore me, im just saying nonsense,
cos im boreddd ):

suppose to place other's happiness before me,
i think that's what im always told and i tried to fufil,
and i think i did place your happiness before mine.
but den, have you ever placed mine before yours?
no i think you didnt, at all.
maybe im just thinking too much,
but why would i think if you've not said or done anything.
you shot me down,
bang bang im dead.
so why try to make me alive again,
yet you are killing me from behind.

this sounds stupid,
it's no logic,
so just ignore whatever im saying,
cos minpei is not in her right mind now.
pardon her, thankyou.

alrights,
im suppose to wake ms neo up in like half an hour.
but den what if she wont wake up,
i'll faint.
(: CYCLING'S NEXT UP,
BYEBYEBYE WORLD, IM OFF.

hope i'll enjoy myself,
wash away all unhappy thoughts,
just stay happy by keeping all my happy thoughts.
:) i pray;

//drowning in your lies,
hope this time i can survive;

2005-12-05T19:51:00.000+08:00

(:
yayyy.
im a happy person.
i cant wait for tmr,
should be snow city outing with this lovelies,
*charmaine, sinyee, chick, maybelle.
but den now dont know if we're still going.
maybe elsewhere.
i feel like cycling, i miss cycling (:
i want cycling with girlfriends again,
cos it's very very fun, hah!
today imma good kid at home,
i've been helping out and all,
not bad not bad eh.
but life at home gets boring when u've got nth to do, so ya.
and im trying to hint tat i want to go out,
ohwells, ignore me, im being nonsensical cos im boredd.

i cant wait for FRIDAY!
cos im going sentosa like FINALLY.
with wee, maddy, rah, jamie, joce, mel :D
so far only rah and mel still not confirm.
cos rah's away, i miss her, come back bestie!
our day's coming, yayy, i wan celebration!
and i got so many things to share, where's bestie laa, boo.
ANYWAY, friday's gonna be fun-filled, yayy!
i cant wait anymore, im boredd.

MR!!! WHERE ARE YOU! MR'S PLAYING MIA LA.
SMS DARLING!!! PLS APPEAR SOON! I MISS YOU!
156 PARTNER!!! I CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY OKAY!
BESTIE!!! COME BACK! I'VE GOT PLENTY TO TELL!
EILIS!!! WHEN'S OUTING! I SAW YOU TODAYYY!
SINYEE!!! I WANT CYCLING TMR! I MISS TALKING!
MAYBELLE!!! RIDE ME AGAIN! VERY EXCITING!
CHICK!!! OUTING SOON AGAIN! TMR RIGHT!
CHARMAINE!!! CONFERENCE TONIGHT! I WANT TOFU SHOW!
HAPPY NUT!!! HAPPY FOURTH HAPPY NUT'S ANNI!
-alrights, im boredd, and this is all i feel like saying :D

happy happy happy;
my christmas wish (:

byebyebye world, loves.

//the mess im in is clearing, yet you got me in again.
i cant picture what it would be like, happy's the keyword;

EYECANDY EYECANDY EYECANDY :D
FLY FLY FLY,
I LIKE THE FLOW (:

blast (:

2005-12-04T23:54:00.000+08:00

hello!
im back to blog (:
alrights, genting was a blast.
i love the spinner,
the rides and everything,
esp SNOW WORLD,
cos i think it's cold and icy and pretty.
YAYY, it was fun-filled for me :D
i haven slept in my own hotel room,
cos parents went casino and im left alone,
so i joined my aunts for 2 nights.
i love the weather,
it's so cold and nice,
the breeze got me going woolala :D
and kbox rocks so much,
we sang till we lost our voices, hah!
den we had food, so much okayy,
im like so full when i think of food.
and we played alot of things,
i love love love shopping spreeee!! (:
i got my stuffs, but didnt get the shirt i want ):
cos there's only one last piece and it's XL, awww.
it's okay, i got a red skirt, woohoo.
im still quite energetic,
cos the bus trips were long and i had plenty of time to catch my sleep,
so tonight im having phone marathon, yesss!

i dont know many from this trip,
but i tend to notice this one person,
he's sixteen, and it's not anything special,
but we seem to have too much fate, hah.
first, we wore same black shirt and jeans,
den we took out the same Mp3 at the same time!
we always see each other everywhere we go,
everywhere we turn also will bump into each other,
went in same shop and opp fitting room,
we bought same stuffs,
chose same kind of chocolate and chips,
and he's always behind me when we going pass terminal!
we got same red passport,
we eat the same food and drink the same thing with the same number of straws at the same time,
we stood up at the same time when we go washroom,
we wore blue jackets, put our hands in the pocket,
kept jumping on the spot when we are cold,
touches our face at the same time when our hands are freezing!
his hotel room just happened to be next to mine,
we always either open or go in our room at the same time,
walk ard the same area,
so weird laa (: too many coincidences, hah.
and we just happen to turn our heads at the same time, faints.
i think it's amazingly amazing :D WOAH, fun fun fun.
tat's why i tend to notice his actions, cos everytime we do the same thing,
it gives me tat kind of amazing feeling, hah.
my eyecandy #2 :D
he got me spinning, yay.

alrights im kinda tired,
i shall slp and wait for my morning call (:
yawns.
byebyebye (:
GENTING ROCKS.
and i love the icy cold weather, yay.

//just go, dont make me follow.
- i can let go anytime now.

EYECANDY :) im going to visit your shop soon!
*you got me highh.
EYECANDY #2 :) fate will let me see you again.
*you got me spinning.

yayyy.

2005-12-01T20:33:00.000+08:00

yesterday night was a bad and good one.
bad cos my leg hurts,
and i've to limp around, muscle ache ):
good cos im on the phone with lovelies.
me and charmaine kept singing "she bangs" -.-"
she influenced me,
we even created a version of "she bangs" for sinyee,
tskk, inside joke (: hahah. so lame la we.
and den the nissin cup noodle was great.
LAKSA FLAVOUR, yum yum.
we were like eating the same thing at the same time on purpose,
eating at late hours became a hobby kind of thing.
oh gawdd, not good for health.
we are all deprive of sleep probably,
so we slept till late afternoon,
shakes head- that's baddd.
ohwells, we'll sleep more when we have less topics,
and that can never happen cos me and sinyee can say,
EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING UNDER THE MOON, THE STARS AND THE SUN! our favourite line, laughs :D

(: todayy.
my waist hurts,
must be the endless cycling,
and maybelle's weight,
my body's aching, ahhh ):
but wells, WE HAD FUN (:
im feeling rather happy.
perhaps cos im going off to genting (:
away from doubts and so on.
YAY YAY YAY.
but my mood's going down down down,
cos i just heard a song,
and it's singing in my head again.
i shall translate the song, it's chinese.

loving let one feel pain,
couldnt find the prove of love,
when to move on, when to let go,
i've even lose the courage of holding.
this is where we all end,
there's always some things not meant to be,
it's more than friendship,
but it's not love either,
tears are filling me up.
should i cry or not,
thinking too much is me or you,
i dont like it this way,
im also starting to doubt,
the one standing infront of me,
is it still the one i know,
the truest you.
loving made one greedy,
till the meaning of waiting is lost,
miserable me and you,
we could not write an ending,
just let these beautiful regrets,
be lost in time.
// you left me feeling high and dry,
emotions getting over me ):
done, done, done-

waking up at 5 in the morning,
leaving house at 6plus,
YAWNS, i'll be half awake.
i think im a zombie, cos i seldom sleep these days.
(: but staying up makes me happy,
cos im on the phone with lovelies!
tonight probably, again.
but den i've to be awake at 5.
i think we'll sleep and they calling me at 6 to talk,
wakakaka :D grins.
I'LL BE MISSING MY LOVELIES FOR SURE,
TAKECARE, SNOW CITY OUTING SOON!
and my lovelies are,
-charmaine,
-sinyee,
-maybelle,
-chick.
many many others.
but these few are those ppl zombie-ing with me in the night (:

minpei is currently happy,
she's proven strong,
she fought the rain,
and she's beginning to see sunshine,
more and more is appearing,
and she appreciate those beside her,
cos they are part of her rainbow.
see, im smiling (:
for myself and those lovelies and everyone.

okay i need to pack my stuffs,
they are left everywhere,
oh pls dont let me leave out anything.
byebyebye world (:

away from doubts,
away from everything,
and back with a smile,
after my trip (:

and lastly,
IM MISSING MY EYECANDY :D
i'll appear at your shop soon, grins.
EYECANDY MADE ME FLYYY!

//im off.

i had a day so fine (:

2005-11-30T22:12:00.000+08:00

YAYY (:
I HAD A DAY SO FINE W GIRLFRIENDS! (:
i met up w sinyee at ard 2 near maybelle's hse,
den took the yellow bike,
and took turns to cycle back to the court,
and den got the red bike from MC's hse!
some nice guy help us filled tyre with airs (: woah.
den me and sinyee cycled ard court and down to CP,
i was so excited cos we're gonna find my eyecandy! YAY.
EYECANDY is so fine (: he made me go highhh!
ANYWAY. we cycled and was so tireddd.
but didnt give up cos we say must cycle even left the last bit of strength only!
den we took very long to park the bike properly,
and went pass eyecandy's shop! (: YAYYYY.
had my mixed fruit tart while sinyee had her meal!
SO NICE AND YUMMY. YESS.
the counter uncle very on, sinyee will know. hah.
den went pass eyecandy's shop but cant see him, ahhh.
anyway, continued cycling more and more.
went to that isolated place, so called haunted.
was telling gf ghost stories, hahah.
we fight away three ferocious dogs, we rock! (:
embrace it, fear it (:
den we were cycling across traffics, so dangerous laa.
not even green light den sinyee cross alr, so i followed, hah.
went court get drinks and it was kinda scary cos the car park made out hair stand, very eerie that kind, too dark.
back at the court there watching match,
heard some lame jokes, saw some super pro skills of shooting from uncle, den we decided to cycle more!
wanted to go hougang but looks like it's going to rain, so we went CP instead.
den we saw linsin again! hahaha. wanted to help her send books home but she dont want.
den maybelle met us at CP with eilis, stacy and fishball (:
walk passed eyecandy shop, he's not there ): boo.
i think he went off alr, aww mann.
so we had dinner, me and sinyee broke ):
they went off, left me and gfs.
so we cycled back to court.
Gf say i stable! not bad not bad (: hahah.
but den got twice we laugh till cannot control bike,
we went left and right, so thrilling!
and the super big step got me jumping on the bike,
we laughing like some madwoman while sinyee ziczac-ing infront! :D
den i cycled gf, she was motivating me so she said "up up up, go up".
sound like some aunty, so i started laughing den the whole bike shake,
and next moment at the bus stop we almost crash the pole den gf was like hugging the pole!
the scence was damn hilarious, oh gawdd.
i had a great laugh, YAYYY.
alot of times i kept stopping, couldnt even start properly,
GF TOO HEAVY! hahah. (: time to lose weight!
and she cycled me again,
and we went hougang the playground,
and i was playing at the slope,
i love the breeze, so nice and relaxing!
got our drinks at some mama shop! hahah.
according to gf, she say i was so fascinated by mama shops.
cos im thirsty, that's why what.
den they send me to bus stop,
home-ed (:
TODAY'S SO FINE, though my legs are aching.
i got two cuts on my right leg,
they are so parallel (: must be the wheels.

Dedication to NEO GF (:
HEY HEY HEY. we endured the journey back and fourth, you saw your eyecandy, i saw mine! YAYYY. we had so much fun cycling. thanks for making my day so fine, i laughed alot. i still remember all the slopes and everything, it was so exciting, and all the humps (: and it was so fun cycling with you! remember the roads and dogs and traffics, how ADVENTUROUS! and we laughed alot in CP also, hahah. snow city's next up (: i cant wait okayy. GF ROCKS! :D ilove!

Dedication to SUA GF (:
hello gf! yay yay yay. your aunty way of cycling and motivating me made me laughed so much. i wont forget how you made me fly at the super big step! hahah. left two parallel scars on my leg now, heh. PRETTY CUTS! and im very stable, i can endure, but it's cos you made me laugh non-stop, that's why shake till so not stable laa. your fault! hahah. had alot of fun, great improvement, im laughing alot! YOU TOO OKAY! :D stay happy! GF ROCKS! (: ilove!

Conclusion of the day: GIRLFRIENDS ROCK SO MUCH, THEY MADE MY DAY! :D

byebyebye,
my shoulders aching too,
my legs ):
im gonna rest!
conference tonight probably (:

//maybe you're still the one all along?
too much fate, too much bumping of codes;
i cant give myself a definite NO when i ask myself this question.

EYECANDY EYECANDY EYECANDY! :D
all i want, is a happy life (:

yayy.

2005-11-29T20:52:00.000+08:00

today i had choir as usual.
so tiring, we danced for hours ):
yawns, im getting restless during practise.
den met up at CP with chick and sinyee.
went to our eyecandy's shop (:
OH MY, OUR EYECANDY'S SO FINE LAA!
- grins, grins, grins :D
we will go broke someday if this goes on! (to sinyee)
but wells, we enjoyed.
i gave chick a surprise, i hope she like it!

HAPPY DEAREST THIRD ANNIVERSARY! (:
29TH NOV 2005!
I LOVE YOU LOADS,
I HOPE YOU LIKE EVERYTHING I PLANNED!
YAY YAY YAY, SNOW CITY SOON! (:

and den she surprised me with something too,
i love her so so much,
pretty pretty gift, I LOVE! yay!

and now my mood is totally brought down cos of something.
to that someone : i dont care if im right or wrong, but it's what they saw and yes, im disappointed. i take back my words, just leave me alone. boo!
wth wth wth, urgh. GO AWAY LA. so you think it's fun, being the limelight of all? den go ahead, cos i cant be bothered anymore. just leave me alone. i hate all this. why did you make me believe again, yet what you are doing is a total different thing? forget it, there's no need to wait, i've made up my mind, now.

i need to see eyecandy, only he makes me go highh! (:
and dear sinyee and chick rocks too! (:
YAY YAY YAY.
marathon tonight with charmaine and all! :D

I LET GO, I HAVE GIVEN UP! (: CONGRATS TO ME.
thanks to you, i've thought it over and bring myself out of this mess,
THANKYOUVERYMUCH.
i dont need anymore lies to live on,
im happy with what i have now.

EYECANDY EYECANDY EYECANDY! :D

2005-11-29T16:16:00.000+08:00

Hello gf! :D <3

Girlfriend asked me to blog for her and so i am here to complete this task :D I heart gf many many, she should know. Lol. Had my day spent w gf yest tho. Many funny scenes as usual(: Especially how we thought of many ways just to look and walk past the pizza hut guy! HAHA. The drangonflies. How she managed to put the straw into my straw and suck it up. Hahah.

Have been conferencing w her till chicken hour. Some nights we didn't even sleep. Hur. We have so much things to talk about! Yay yay. Under the sun, under the moon, under the stars, under the sky. :D

Minpei agrees w me that the three wishes we made under the fireworks have really been fulfilled. We are happy :D very happy in fact(= Was fighting the com w gf in the night. People can't even tell who's talking. Hurhur. Gf ah, buck up your grammar! HAHA! ( you know what i mean, dont you. )

We recalled so many things yesterday. The candles, the obang T-shirt and so on. Hahah. Damn funny. Woolala.

Alright, gtg now!
Gonna see ya again! :D
Chick as well(:

<3

2005-11-27T19:52:00.000+08:00

(:
had a conference w charmaine and sinyee till 4plus,
den charmaine fell aslp laa.
so me and sinyee called maybelle instead,
den we conferenced till 0549 :D
and maybelle went to slp cos she needs to wake up early.
so i called sinyee, den we were so awake,
den we talk and talk until we realise it's alr 7plus in the morning!
and we were talking so much under the moon and under the sun!
we talked about anything, and almost everything (: yayy.
den it's 8plus, so we decided to slp and den i got woken up at 11plus.
YAWNS, IM SUPER SLEEPY STILL -.-
i dragged myself out of bed and went to bugis w my brother and all.
he got a new handphone, awww.
i got something for smiley (:
and i bought a handphone sock, it's purpleeee! so rock.
im getting a new phone perhaps,
my brother said he will change it for me if possible,
it's a MICKEY MOUSE phone (: woohoo.
now i want to change cell phone cover to make it look nicer.
anyway, headed home after some shopping.
im so tired still, yawns.
came home and listened to the radio,
watched some shows.
RANDOM ENTRY.
im boreddd. but tonight i'll be having marathon again!
and tmr im getting books with sinyee, and she gonna come my house as usual!
yesss. so fun so fun so fun. we gonna talked abt everything again.
LALALALA (: all smiles.
her father's gonna pick us up, yayy.
im off, byebyebye.
i watched some show yesterday and there's this line which says,
"if you remain strong and wont let others hurt you, NOBODY can hurt you"

i dont know if im right to believe you,
i've given up on thinking,
but i wont regret at all.
i chose not to blame you even if you did wrong,
people make mistakes,
as long as they learn from it.
you've made my life beautiful once,
and i thank you for those moments you gave (:

//as long as it was once true and you meant whatever you said.
`i dont mind.
i believe you have your reason;

2005-11-26T15:05:00.000+08:00

(:
im feeling happy now.
and there's only one reason,
cos i just had prata at jalan kayu with my lovelies (:

LOVELIES WHO MADE MY DAY;
-CHARMAINE!
-CHICK!
-MAYBELLE!
-SINYEE!
we had a fun time playing catching-charmaine-game in the double deck bus! :D
and the snap-a-photo-anyhow game! :D
and ps: charmaine scream the loudest and scariest, hah.
and maybelle was so lady-like in the bus.
chick kept hugging me, gawdd.
charmaine kept doing the PEACE sign when i tried t attack her -.-"
(: all smiles, thanks to them.

and NEO SINYEE drank my ice milo without realising till chick started laughing.
everything was so hilarious.
and charmaine influenced us to be retarded,
so we started waving to all the drivers in the passed by cars,
and got two waved back, oh mann -.-"
malu ourselves, again. hahaha.
so much for being friendly, retarded laa (:

and we had a long bus trip back,
and we played catching on the top double deck bus,
it was EMPTY (: like woohoo. horror moments for charmaine cos me and sinyee hide here and there, trying to attack her. LAUGHS. gfs rock!
den there was a msg for maybelle from me, chick, charmaine, so funny laa.
"BULLY SINYEE" -the msg. (: evil grins.

i had a day so fine, yayy (:
praying for more sunshine.

//i couldnt figure it out why,
i dont want to ask you cos maybe i refuse to hear more lies;
*but yet, i'll still be there if you need.

my heart cant possibly break,
when it wasn't even whole to start with.
`there i spotted a shattered piece of heart.

boohoo ):

2005-11-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

i've got no mood to blog,
im very saddd ):
i've got so many 'whys' in my head.
i dont understand many things.
i dont know if im right all this while,
i dont know if i should doubt.
i told myself all the 'maybes',
i thought of possible reasons for the many doubts i have.
and, i stop myself from doubting, i chose to believe.
i make believe that you got a reason,
i make believe that trust is all i need,
i make believe that i fret too much,
i make believe that you are here,
i make believe that it's all a bad dream.
and i realise only now,
maybe i've been wrong all the while,
the many things i heard,
wont affect me at all in the beginning.
but it's all different now, i think.
or maybe i should say,
i chose to forgive cos i tried to understand how you feel.
i chose not to doubt cos i tried so hard to trust you.
i chose not to see you hurt cos i rather you to be happy.
i chose not to ignore you even when i know i should.
you wont know anything,
you wont understand a single thing,
you wont know how i tried to be there for you still,
you wont know how i still hold my promises,
you wont know how i tried to make you happy,
you wont know how it hurts,
till you lose everything you've taken for granted, or maybe, not.
im not asking for anything, i just hope it's all a dream.
-the above was typed in a really upset mood, ignore her, she's just speaking nonsense-

blahblahblah.
ignore me alrights.
minpei is strong,
see, this is her smile (:
"THE SUN WILL SHINE" she believes.

byebyebye,
im off. i dont want to blog anymore.
so much i need to say,
you wont understand in just a few lines.
nights everyone, takecare.

CHOILING AND SHAMIN SO MADE MY DAY BY GIVING ME A BIG SURPRISE OUTSIDE MY HOUSE WHICH WAS SO NOT SUCCESSFUL DUE TO THEIR CONVERSATION BEING OVERHEARD BY MY DEAR BROTHER AT THE LIFT! THEIR PLAN WERE EXPOSED, END OF SURPRISE FOR ME, BOOHOO! ILOVETHEMSTILL (:
-all written in CAPS, be honoured ms CCL! i know u're reading!-

//my rainy days are here,
i pray for sunshine to come.

`so many times i asked myself why,
the only answer to my question is my tears;

today!

2005-11-24T21:36:00.000+08:00

catch harry with sam and amerie! :D
so fun, we got the early show,
and when cedric came out, we screamed!
we were like : omg, he's so hot, so cute, omg im fainting! -.-" LOL.
den malfoy came out den they were like : he will be so cute if he changes his hairstyle.
den im like : he's really cute and hot in real life! woohoo!
(: den cedric died, im cursing voldemort, he's such an arse laa. URGHH!
my dear cedric's dead, oh gawdd. so sad pls. ):

ANYWAY (:
met eilis and chick at long john after that!
waited for neo sinyee and den met up with charmaine!
she's so retarded. we were all walking den complaining that it's hot.
so i say : of cos hot, cos im hot.
charmaine : (use finger touch my hand) pskkk! -boiling sound-
i say : so you agree im hot that's y u boil!
charmaine : no can, that's cos im cold laa. -.-"
i say : it's hot, dont deny. u cold blooded.
charmaine : whatever (give me that look cos she got nothing to say)
conclusion : MINPEI WON CHARMAINE! (: YAY!
if she ever read this, i die! hahah. nvm.
den, went heeren see ppl?
den went cine cos she wants to DDR.
so sinyee pay for her para, i paid for last ddr game.
dennn.
went off and charmaine left.

so me, sinyee and chick walked our endless road, and round and to far east.
den endless road again, AND, we saw SOMEONE! oh gawdd.
so we U-TURN and, details not stated due to some reason! (: SLY.
so took bus to PS, crystal-jaded (:
food food food! we were starving!
plain congee so rock, chicken meat too! hahha. YESSS!
after eating, i met choi to go home together!
and on the train, saw sivitra and had a chat with kailing! :D
so class outing soon, we need to plan fast! yupp!
and den choiling brought my mood high when it's going down, ILOVECHOI! (:
the justic league, SO SLY! hahaha, inside joke.

(: I HAD A DAY SO FINE. THEY ALL MADE MY DAY PRETTY!
ESPECIALLY;
-Amerie!
-Sng!
-Sinyee!
-Chick!
-Eilis!
-Charmaine!
-Choiling!
(: praying for more sunshine*

i want more outing pls! yess. gotta go. im tiredd, not!
PHONE MARATHON TONIGHT (:
with sinyee and charmaine. yayy.

`and if i were to make believe that it's true,
i doubt the beginning somehow,
or it's just my thoughts running wild;

2005-11-23T16:19:00.000+08:00

im missing the outside world,
im stuck at home.
so many days, ohwells, ONE DAY is alot okay.
tmr i'll be OUT! YAYY (:
meeting MR for movie,
HARRY IM COMING! :D
should be watching at lido, i dont know.
den after tat i might be meeting ms sinyee,
no, she say must have faith in her,
she say she WILL meet me! hah (: deal deal deal!
so yay, im gonna have loads of fun with her (:
MR and MISS outing! (:
following up next,
GF OUTING! :D
so much fun, relax and relax,
BEAUTIFUL STREET LIGHTS!
shine shine shine for christmas,
pretty pretty lights.

im so boreddd now.
my kiddy partner is entertaining me online,
so funny la she,
im probably meeting her at heeren to get my SWEETS! woohoo! (:
i shall demand for many many many sweets! yayy.
she sounds like a lil girl, and she insist tat im the one! like NO! lol.
and i cant wait for tmr,
SINYEE SO MADE MY DAY!
cos she promised to meet me tmr for dinner! YAYYYY!
im so hyper for no reason. lalalala.
so yes, SINYEE SO ROCK!!!
(: yesss. movie, outings, fun, lights!
FAINTS* im so excited, it's a long time since i last step out of my house. have been a good girl, at home and choir and compass (: tat's all.
so tmr, i shall enjoy and enjoy non stop! like YAY! :D
actually i've been towning last week, but it WAS last week. so yeah! (:

byebyebye world.
im tired, perhaps by different pressure,
but den though the tide is high,
im holding on (:
and tomorrow, i'll play harddd!

*TOM FELTON'S MY DEAREST!
*WARREN PEACE IS MY HOT STUFF!
*HILLARY DUFF GOT ME GOING!

`It's not the things you do that tease and hurt me bad,
but it's the way you do the things you do to me.
//everytime that i get the feeling,
you give me something to believe in;

and i pray; for the stars to appear again.

2005-11-23T00:09:00.000+08:00

YAYY (:
today was fine, choir's getting interesting.
i sound crazy but no doubt it's true!
HOORAY!!! :D
it's late, not.
phone marathon again! YESSS!
tmr gotta be stuck at home, or maybe not (:
see how first!
byebyebye (:
goodnight world,
im praying for more sunshine.

if you would just tell me why,
i wouldnt be left nowhere.

you left me feeling high and dry;

2005-11-21T20:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY DEAREST BESTIE; EILIS SOH!!! :D
STAY CHEERY AND HAPPY, BE STRONG! ILOVEYOU! OUTING SOON! THE BESTIES SO SO SO ROCK! YAY! (:

yesterday night,
phone marathon! sort of laa.
was on the phone with amerie and nat,
im watching harry with amerie! YAYY!
this thurs is our date, MR and MISS! woohoo.
and den was suppose to talk to sinyee,
but charmaine from stc wanted to join in,
so we conference instead,
and sinyee just realised tat her phone could conference -.-"
so, we conferenced and charmaine's my new friend (:
she sounds like some lil girl, den she insist tat im worse! so not okay.
hah. den monster came and i've to hang up! sigh.
couldnt get to sleep cos was thinking thru stuffs,
sometimes i think, maybe things shouldnt even happen,
den, everything would be much easier and simple, aint it?
yet again, if it never happens, i wouldnt have learnt so much.
so yes, EVERYTHING HAPPEN FOR A REASON (: yupp.
i've got no regrets, i think. ohwells.
everything's unpredictable,
we'll see how it goes,
we'll still be strong at the end of the day,
cos we've learned and tend to be stronger.
so, BE HAPPY (: what must happen will happen,
no use stopping it, we cant change the ending, so just be happy.
i hope she* and she* will be happy (:
i hope you know what you are doing.
and i dont want to see you hurt too.
cos after all, you may have hurt me in a way which you dont know,
but you've been nice to me all along,
i wont want to see you hurt either.
cos i said before,
i want to see you happy and that's all.
just random thoughts, again.
run run run-

today,
i was being a good girl at home (:
woke up at only around 2 after my mum kept disturbing me :(
yawns, i was so so so tireddd.
had lunch, like yay, i was so hungryyy!
i watched two cds at one go,
I LOVE THE SHOWS :D
and i think hilary duff rocks, woohoo.
she's pretty and hott :)
anyway,
wanted to call ppl for a chat,
but end up being too lazy to call,
so i came online instead to seek entertainment.
minpei is boreddd :( i want fun!
finally,
i got a date to watch harry!
i cant wait for thurs to come! ahhh.
shall go call jocelyn laterr.
hah, go disturb her again! yay.
(: my day was fine.
tonight there'll be a phone marathon again, i loveee!

na me duo bu ming bai,
que xuan zhe wang ji na xie shang hai.
da hao de jian xun,
que mei you fa chu qu,
ying wei bu xiang kan dao ni wei nan.

*dont start hurting because you're afraid of the ending;

2005-11-20T13:32:00.000+08:00

yesterday (:
19th november (:
got a shirt for my bro's bday, he love it (: hah!
went out with pam and krystal,
krystal was my gay stead of the day! hahaha.
she wore that white long sleeve shirt over then want to pretend,
it was so hilarious.
inside crystal jade was so much fun okay.
the service was bad bad bad -shakes head-
and i stole krystal's pork meat,
woohoo :D so fun laa.
and we look like big kids looking at toys.
headed off to meet yile and zhaolin,
(: SI YILE, she started throwing the christmas deco balls at me, i swear it's hard, ouch.
so i threw back also. hahaha. i used bigger ones, den they say i violent! hmph ):
anyway i aimed one right at yile's head, hah, YAY! lousy her. BOO!
den wayne came. WAYNE is super lame. she say her arm hurts, still come and punch me with her hand, so retarded la she. den she kept pushing my face, so i punch back, HUO GAI! :D
den de way we all roll our eyes is super retarded, thanks to mr weng.
it's like she cannot roll her eyes i think, no it's comfirmed!
so the new version of eye rolling is : nod head den blink blink! (:
yile sounds like she's screaming when she talk -.-" so paiseh.
we were being super super retarded, yay, fun! :D esp WENG YILE.
i know she's reading my blog now, so i need to write more bad things, hahahha.
and ps: YILE IS THE VIOLENT VIOLENT RETARD. thank you :)
train-ed down to meet my mama and daddy.
got the gift for my cousin (: yay.

todayy (:
im contented.
and hereby im announcing: HAPPY MINPEI IS BACK!
to that particular someone,
finally everything's over,
though i think maybe there are certain things which cannot be cleared yet,
as in we cant predict what will happen next,
but i'll listen to what you have told me,
thanks a lot (:
im sorry for upsetting you in any way,
i didnt mean to keep it from you,
cos certain things are better left unsaid and im not allow to say,
and ppl encouraged me not to say it too in case i hurt you.
i hope you will understand (:
I SEE SUNSHINE!
and though at the same time,
the other side is raining,
i will remain strong,
you too, and she also (:
from the past till now, it's still the same,
im always here for you.
cos i cherish you and glad to have you back.
we'll break the gap, i pray;

gonna have a bday celebration for my cousin later.
HAPPY 21ST! stay pretty and sweet, many loves! :D
going jack's place, im gonna enjoy! yay.

my mood is going up and down,
now that it's going up,
i shall maintain it,
i dont want it to go down again.
i've to face things be it myself or with others,
i will, cos minpei is strong!
and i want everyone else to be strong too.
i know certain things just have to happen,
it's within our control,
but come what may,
i wont be crash and fallen,
i'll still be as strong as ever.
Lies is the worse thing, tell me it's not.
it's the worse way to hurt someone.
though i pretend im hurt, not.
ohwells. random thoughts. minpei is still strong!
i just feel like saying this. dont gaga around and make ppl all yaya (:

and to my lil darling someone!
thanks, i saw your reply post.
i hope i can always be there for you (:
you are welcome, that's what friends are for!
everyone have their rain and shine,
as long as we endure, overcome and face it,
things will turn out right someday.
CHEER UP! you wont crash and fall.
although you alone must get out of that well,
but outside there, the few of us will be there for you,
you are never alone! (: flash your killer smile! hah.

PRAY HARD FOR SANTA TO COME! :D
i want my christmas surprise, YAY!

;my heart sinks, not.

sigh

2005-11-18T21:11:00.000+08:00

today had choir.
before that met up with sinyee for lunch (:
i think we were so retarded, the jelly welly thing! hahaha.
and we saw some ppl, she kept staring at us, or rather sinyee for god-knows-what reason. tskkk. sinyee's pretty, she's jealous! hah, i think sinyee's head is bloating. hah.
choir was pretty okay,
nowadays i think it's more interesting,
but me and sam were freezing inside the chapel, BRRR (:
anyway, the spider game was retarded, jasmine and esther screamed so loud pls -.-" thanks to sam for throwing it there. hah.
and yes, choir's best time was when me and sam talk about those movie stars, singers and anything we love talking about.
one particular thing we've been talking about is,
"WARREN PEACE IS SUPER HOTTT! (:"
that guy from sky high, he just got us going high! hah.
and the other thing is,
"TOM FALCON IS DUPER CUTEEE! :D"
omg, we're so in love with him, faints.
i cant wait to watch harry potter,
i heard so much about it,
it seems really fantastic,
i cant make it for sunday night movie cos it's my cousin's 21 bday, gonna go jack's place :( so yes. i want to watch harry, i dont care. anyone? (: date me to harry. hah.

and i've got a christmas wishlist (:
harry potter movie,
a grey and white strip sleeveless top from M-indus,
a skirt from M-indus,
change my lousy cell phone plan,
brown baggy three-quarts,
a nightmare before christmas wallet,
green racerback from 77th street,
a purple and green belt,
a new sling bag,
a nice nice jacket,
chocolates,
earrings,
and the list goes on, i cant recall (:
ohyes, i want surprises, woohoo!
DEAR SANTA, IM WISHING FOR ALL THESE, GRANT MY WISH :)

and i still owe ppl gifts, i need to save alot, JIA YOU MINPEI! :D
im super tireddd now.
yawns, i can just 'pom' on my bed and slp till the next morning.
perhaps i just dont want to think anymore.
so many things running thru my mind.
should i go, or should i not?
i dont want me or her to feel uncomfortable.
i want so much to thrash things out.
do i want to go?
i have a strong feeling of not going, but den, sigh.
i have to go i think.
i dont even think im allow to go,
damn damn damn ):
how sad can that be.
ohwells, shall see later, i cant think,
my brain freezes, i needa break, NOW.

a chinese song i heard is so touching.
cos somehow it reminds me of the past.
it is a past,
but yet,
i dont know why,
cos the imprint is just too deep,
too deep that i can still remember every beat of it.
"wo zhong yu hai shi shuo le yi ju wo ai ni,
hai ji de na ge wei liang ye li tian kong zhen piao zhe xiao yu,
xin tiao de shen ying xiang wu don qi ji,
ni kan zhe wo shuo qian wan bu yao ai shang ni,
ying wei ni zhi hui rang wo shang xin,
bie sha le kuai dian han ting,
ni na me leng jing hu yuan you hu jing,
wo xiang wo cai wo wen wo zhong yu liao jie,
yuen lai wei ai liu de yan lei ye shi yi zhing tian mi zi wei,
zhi xiang ai ni,
dan wo he ni zou zai yi qi jiu yi jing jue ding,
bu kan bu ting bu wen ye bu hui fang qi,
shi ni rang wo liao jie zi ji ke yi wei ai na me jian ding,
zhi xiang ai ni,
wo zhi dao wo ou er you yi dian ren xing,
bu guan ni zhuo ren he jue ding,
ai wo hai shi tao bi,
sorry, wo hai shi bu hui fang qi ai ni.
it's all a past to me now,
(: i've moved on with life.
it's just another song singing in my head that reminds me of you.

byebyebye. knock out.
lastly, MR so rock my life (: i love my mr!

*you are without doubt, my rhyme and my reason (: !UOYEVOLI

lil entry for you.

2005-11-17T20:09:00.000+08:00

today i've got no mood to blog,
dont ask me why.
but im here to blog for my lil darling someone (:
eh, be honoured okay.
you're the first! hahaha.
so here i go,

to that someone (: she will know.
i dont want to see you unhappy, i dont want to see you sad.
Life is full of ups and downs,
there's no way to change it,
we have to face the fact.
and running away is not the best way,
neither is it a solution.
there will only be a solution when you face it.
be it hurtful or what,
at least facing it is much much better.
sometimes, dont do what your mind tells you is right,
JUST FOLLOW YOUR HEART.
i know certain decision might be a lil selfish,
but look on the bright side (:
there's always a way out.
be it someday or somehow,
as long as you face it,
it will someday or somehow turn out right.
even if it's wrong,
at least you are happy with what you choose,
at least not regret.
cos a happy person is one with no regrets.
and everyone have a certain thing hard to let go,
but if you have the will, you can.
and sometimes, moving on is the best way.
you might be in for a pleasant surprise.
it's easy to say, hard to let go, i know.
but den again, i believe if you want to, you can.
just follow your heart.
i know exactly how you feel,
the mess you are in.

it's like a WELL,
you fell inside.
at first you dont mind being in there,
you never wait and hope for someone to lend you a hand,
cos you know certain things are impossible.
but you just fell deeper and deeper,
till that extend where it's too hard to get out.
den another one came to lend you a hand,
that person is sweet to you.
you know you can give him a chance to help you,
you know feelings for him exist,
but at the same time, you know you wont be able to get out.
cos the well you have fell in is so much deeper.
so it will be unfair to that person.
and here, you chose to go for none.
but yet you continue falling.
or rather, you tried running away,
cos you dont know how to face it.
you dont want to hurt anyone,
you felt lost and you fear many things.

but whatever it is,
you still have to face it to solve it.
RUNNING AWAY is not the best way, trust me.
i know how you feel,
i know how it's like,
stuck in nowhere,
just feeling lost and fear the many outcomes.
but still, minpei wants to say,
FACE IT and you'll be happier.
follow your heart,
there'll always be a solution,
just waiting for you to find it.
trust me, or rather, trust what your heart says,
dont run.

THE SUN WILL SHINE, THE RAIN WILL GO (:
you shall be the one to discover the someday and somehow.
till den you will see a RAINBOW.
miracles do happen, they do.
JUST BE HAPPY, YOU CAN DO IT!

im here for you, always and always.
if you need, im here to listen,
you will never crash and fall if you learn to face it.
sometimes the hard way is the best way, isn't it?
(: be happy, dont lose that smile.
I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU!!!

;minpei (:

unhappy, spoiled the day.

2005-11-16T22:05:00.000+08:00

morning,
woke up early to meet jamie, rah, wee, maddy, eilis and amerie for breakfast (:
we were being super retarded, cos we thought we'll be late,
den the gym will be filled with ppl assembling, den we happily walk in.
and it's like some big shots, so paiseh! SO, we've got a plan.
and it goes like this,
we all walk in from different directions,
den suddenly pretend to see each other and say "eh, why u also late!"
den all of us will pretend like fated, walking in from different directions at same time!
hahahah. we were so hyper laaa (:
den we saw the 119, so we ran like crazy and managed to catch it in time.
and guess what, got so many others in the bus! -.-"
WE DONT HAVE TO ACT ANYMORE! (: hahahah.
went skool, got my class.
THREE-GRACE :D im okay with it, got many friends laa.
but den i dont like grace, i still want integrity, ohwells.
anyway, went CP after that with co.
den to town, PS.
it was okayyy la,
i mean at first was great, but not very good cos something happened.
details shall not be stated, everyone's mood were so spoiled.
anyway, to that someone: they are sorry, just forgive and forget, it's the communication problem, not anybody's fault actually.

dont hold grudges, dont bring up unhappy past, they only make things worst.
FORGIVE and FORGET is the key to compromising, and it's the best solution.
no use reasoning, cos problems increase, why not compromise instead.
BE HAPPY. friendship are meant to be treasured (: dont break it.

//first case.

ignore me, im just basically crapping awayy. im just bored. yawns, im tired too ):
okay byebye world, minpei needs a break from everything.
every everything is making me dizzy,
she's going nuts nuts nuts.
or maybe, she just needs a breakdown,
and everything's gonna get better,
just let her be.

she pray; everyone will be happy, there will be no conflicts, and friendship will last longer than time, cos that is what friendship's suppose to be? righttt.
FRIENDSHIP NEVER DRIFT (:
so sweet right, but yet, it's a line so true yet so hard to fufil.
maybe maybe maybe,
when a friendship drift, they will get closer after that,
but den,
this is not the case,
at least from what many witness,
friendship never seem to get closer after drifting,
cos somehow the glass in between remains,
and it's just too hard to break it if none bother.
ohwell, like i say, ignore me.

i just wish someday, all the conflicts will be solve, im willing to do anything just to get back the friendship i used to share with that someone. i mean, i do cherish her, and all the moments all the fun we had. but yet now, it's like there's no way out, or rather you're leaving me with no way out. if this way will makes you happy, im fine with it. but i just hope you will try to put yourself in my position and maybe till den you will know. no one's perfect, neither am i. so mistakes are often made, but mistakes can be change, or rather, FORGIVEN and FORGET. i know it's hard, or maybe sometimes we just dont know how to look from a different point of view, or we just refuse to, because we think what we see and hear is always right, yet some things are not clear enough to just see and it's just not enough to hear, we have to understand, or at least try to listen and compromise. it's a better way, yet how many knows. i doubt even myself.

//second different case.

enough of my nonsense, im seriously tireddd.
byebyebye.

*tell me all this is true.
when you hold my hands tight,
everything felt right,
we'll cross the lines,
just you and me together (:

so happy, i ponder over this happiness i took for granted.

2005-11-14T21:23:00.000+08:00

this was one of the picture of the birthday bash yesterday! 12th nov!
it was a blastttt! (: so fun okayy.
everyone were hyper,
all the creams,
all the laughters,
all the lil secrets,
all the dares,
all the water fight,
all the water race,
all the throwing,
all the posing,
AND EVERYTHING NICE! :D

maddy and me! (:
my supposed-to-be gothic partner,
but i ended up punk, so ya.
but hey, we were the BLACKS! :D
she's got nice nails,
i couldnt paint it black laa, damnit.
but anyway,
this party was fun with all the themes,
all the social cliques!
freda's idea laaa (: woohoo.

me and eilis soh! (:
vintage and punk, hah.
she came my house at 11plus in the mornign with siwing and jocelyn to dress up and everything.
so funny okayyy :D
we had fun dressing up laa.
i seriously think this party is great,
thanks to freda and all for planning.
and we went town after that,
rah kept complaining that ppl were staring at her, LIKE SINCE WHEN!
me and eilis think that it was us that they were staring,
i know we're being lame, so fun okay.

COUPLE OF THE DAYYYY! (:
cos our theme is more of punk laa-
hahaha. we were super retarded.
the rest of them: you and her couple of de day!
rah: huh, couple of the day again?
me: i thought first time?
rah: (give me that irritated look)
me: oh ya, i remembered! the rose thing!
rah: uhhuh, slow la you.
me: hahaha. it's de second time only, what again!
both: grinning* OH MANN.
but we all ahd fun, she treated me drinks, i got her candies! ahhh, fair! (:

suppose to be uploading more, but no time.
i'll update more pics again, soon! (: byebyebye.

//were you there when i needed you most.
*sometimes i cant help but ponder.
i miss you.

couples! (:

2005-11-13T00:33:00.000+08:00

yesterdayyy (:
had choir. den sma and rah waited for me! WOW.
played bball den off we go.
so went CP with rah cos sam needs to go home.
rah's really nice to treat me yakun (: HAH!
and the ice milo from 1901!
like yay yay, yipee yipee...YAY!
anyway, homed w her, 159.
she's so sly i think, hahhah.

todayyy.
went sam lim's hse for that surprise party planned for NIC, RYL and QING! :D
at first was pretty boring cos we keot to our own group, but later on the fun came. maybe partly cos rah n mel came, den they make all the noise, bring in all the fun! hahhah.
it was duper fun i think! we were hyperrrr.
got alot of ppl, have lots of fun.
the pool is so fun laa! (:
piggy-back race in the pool! den water bombs, hah.
ohh, that "i've never" game is freaky.
it was so maluating i swear.
all the 'i've nevers' got freaky when it's eilis turn.
den it went on going freakyyy.
i mean, many 'i've nevers' are secrets kept to maybe only ourself, yet it went about the whole grp yesterday. that's freaky.
what's said should stay in the grp, should it get out, the whole grp's DEADDD!
we had fun though (: LOADSSS.
den they threw cake, so funny.
smash right in the face, everyone's screaming their lungs out.
me and eilis busy hiding, hahah.
and so many photo-takings. YAY.
so there's preps, streets, punk, goth, geek, USHER!?
and after that went towning with,
RAH, MADDY, EILIS, JOCELYN, MEL! (:
WEE joined us later on after dinner. hah.

COUPLES OF THE DAYYY! <3333333s!
MADDY and EILIS (: cos they wore like couple.
MINPEI and RAH (: cos we are punk and was wearing wrist band.
JOCELYN and MEL (: cos they had no other choice.
and yesss, so fun pls. the couples of the day rock!

took 'couple of the day' NEOPRINTS! it's alright.
and the rest before that were BEAUTIFUL DISASTERS! hahah.
but the one i took w eilis was super nice, sweeeet! (:

to eilis: bestie! we had so much fun posing right! the photos were pretty i think, but pam stole our neoprints! hah. nvm nvm. you made my day! we were being so retarded in the neoprint machine. we're like sat there and stare at the machine, den realise we haven change coins. and after we change coins, we realise we dont like that machine! LOL. outing soon, i love eilis! (:

den pam and phyllis came to disturb, say i lousy!
hmph, where got plsss. i can decorate!!! :p
but i must admit that im better at destroying the neoprints.
and jocelyn was duper funny, she thought rah say she's going to MOS, which is NOT laa. den she followed willingly, so i ask her "wont u feel bored there?". and she's like "i can get ice milk tea", so i said "okayyy". den after she left, i recalled what she said and started laughing, den eilis understood why i was laughing! cos jocelyn thought that rah's going MOS BURGER! hahahah. den we called joce and she's laughing her head off over the phone. it's so hilarious. hah!

to jocelyn: although you were being super hilarious, i had a great time laughing with you. so much fun. all the jokes of the day you gave me were great. you can make me laugh so much, that's good! and your purple mascara is pretty though it gets kinda freaky at times, i mean under the lights! hah (: i love purple gf! purple got us going, more purple stuffs pls!

we went walking down the streets, and went in shops.
the street lights were beautiful, or just say that im easily amused by every single pretty light i get to see, i mean, they are seriously mesmerizing, aint it? i think beautiful christmas decorations makes me happy. VERY. cos it lightens my heart, make me feel relax and somehow take away those thoughts which will bring down my mood. and i was totally contented (: cos beautiful decorations got me hyper, all that's on my mind is FUN and HAPPY THOUGHTS! nothing else.
and i was so amused by that luminous star wand! i got it! it makes me doubled happy. i got it not cos im loaded, it's cos i love it as after i leave orchard, there will still be this little pretty luminous light acccompanying me (:

to rah: be glad that i was easily amused by all the lights and even traffic games, cos yesterday i was really enjoying, and maybe you didnt realise, but i've left unhappy thoughts behind for that cheery moment (: thanks to you for making me laugh with your retardedness! nice stead of the dayyy. yay yay, yipee yipee YAY! (: hahhah. remember, more outings okay! i love bestie! i love stead!

rah's nice, she treated us coke and slurpeee without hesitating (:
and i got them colourful candy canes! (:
and the traffic game was super funny and lame.
we all died and end up alive again! inside joke. lol.
and i love todayyy.
we all WERE DRUNK! (: duper drunkkkk.
i think mel started the drunk game.
she's acting really well, i laughed so much.

to mel: romeo! thanks cos you did made my day! and remember those 2 cups which we saw? ROMEO and JULIET! (: so sweeeet. i shall get you that soon. we shall both have it, it's nice! our cup! hahah. i love my romeo loads! (: and i know you've got baggy jeans lah. mine's better okay! hah.

coke can does wonders! :D
hahahh. rah say she's 18, im 16, mel wants more beer, wee's nuts and maddy lose her voice and she's trying so hard to speak.
maddy made hand gestures then i help her speak, but i couldnt undestand a single bit, so she had to shout instead, she's losing her voice badly. hah.

to maddy: GET WELL SOON! (: my supposed-to-be gothic gf for the party bash. i was so not gothic enough i know. cos i ended up punk and became rah's stead of the day. usher and punk, more match-able eh. but you found eilis to be your stead for the day, hah. dont talk anymore, you're losing your voice.

and yes, cabbed w rah and wee (:
dropped wee off first, left me and rah.
we were being lame, i was trying hard to irritate her! hah.
i stole rah's tag! like YAY! she's slow laa.

to wee: eh you, outing soon okay? you made my day, so retarded like rah! (: but we all had fun. next time dont leave me in the cab with rah, she's so irritating pls. next time we shall go ave 4 first! :D hahah. sheesh, dont tell her. Ilovewee!

anyway, THEY ALL MADE MY DAY! (:
and, i heart them so so so much.
no them, no fun i think! (:
outing soon, againnnnn! whee.

byebyebye (:

sugar up my life, with all the spice you've got;
dont push me back, you dont know how my heart drops when yours sink.

2005-11-10T23:56:00.000+08:00

TIFFANY IS INVADING MINPEIS BLOG!

muahaha! those were nice and motivative words you put up at my blog yeah? haha.well, i dont have those.but iam here to let buttersweet know that i heart her so much. remember those times where you gave me that smile on your face and well it brightened my day. it really did =)) like i felt lighter! iam flying to the moon! WHAHA! but anyways, life has been roguh for both of us but no matter what, no matter when iam here to assure you a place in my heart! SO SWEET RIGHT. haha! i mean problems will always find their way to you so i mean why not fight them and let them know that you aint a pushover! haha. well, your currently on your way to lala land now. and perhaps you might dream of me. haha. maybe your dreaming of the future and iam teaching geography! or maybe an international ice skater? haha! instead of you in lala land i think its me.hahaha! anyways, together we strive! WE'RE REACHING FOR HEAVEN!

BYE BUTTERSWEET! ENJOY YOUR TRIP IN LALA LAND! SMELL THE CLOUDS THERE! HAHA WHATEVER MAN TIFFANY. =))

happyyyy!

2005-11-10T23:22:00.000+08:00

today had lessons.
uhhuh uhhuh.
den went to nat's workplace after meeting nic, amerie (:
so funny plsss. we were being retarded!
and den we gulped down the tea, gosh, so bloated.
anyway, went to a place where we get CROWN! haha.
met nat and off to shopping. so retarded la!
and yes, neo-prints! (: hahaha.
den nic was like trying to speed up her writing! she was decorating and we were like messing the whole thing uppp :D
and cant believe that me, nic and ryl are nat's next target! inside joke (:
anyway, got things we want and off for home.
me and nic were like so exhausted after the long walk. hah.
my belt came off, or rather i kinda pull it off? hah.
and yes, home-ed (:

you're my rhyme and reason*
//i can be your sugar, and you'll be my spice (: